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I am tired, this week has been very long. Right now I want to do nothing more than to collaspe and sleep for a very long time. I have barely slept at all, only when people force me to sleep when I'm not on shift to fight. There's been so much fighting, so much that has happened. Ashmore's army is still out there. The fighting is still going on.
She's here, the slayer vampire. She came along with Stephen and his father, Holtz. Rixte teleported her in right with the other two. When I saw here standing there in the hallway, I lost my temper. I was tired and sore and covered in demon blood which I am sure that some of it is mine. I ended up yelling at her, demanding why she was there. Stephen guarded her, which probably ended up angering me more. She was the one who was being protected after what happened. She told him it was alright that I acted that way to her, and then apoligized for what she did. Which I admit, threw me off. From the way she said it, the look in her eyes was different than I last remember seeing. I still don't trust her, not in the least. But I was conflicted as I watched her, had the soul really changed her? Is she a different person than she was that night in the alleyway? She's seems to be, though I am far from trusting her.
Three Turok Han were releashed from the seal. Someone managed to get to the seal and sacrifice a soldier to it while we were fighting off Ashmore's forces. A diverson, I am disappointed in myself that I didn't think of that as a possiblity. Willow and Tara made a magical barrier around the basement to make sure they didn't get loose and wreck havoc upon the school. The barrier couldn't last forever so when Stephen and Emily Anne arrived we decided to teleport the Turok Han out into the woods, so they could fight them there. One by one me, Rixte and Yuffie teleported through the barrier and quickly teleported one out to different areas of the woods. I went into the barrier after Rixte did, since she seemed not at all afraid and went before we could stop her. Yuffie was the most hesitant of us, and I can't really blame him for not wanting to be near those creatures. We didn't have much room for mistakes, even if we paused too long it would of ended badly.
Luckily, we all managed to teleport our Turok Hans without any injuries into the woods. I teleported back to the high school to teleport Emily Anne into the woods along with Rixte teleporting Stephen. I believe it was a mistake of me to say that i wanted to teleport Emily Anne instead of Stephen. It was probably because in the moment i said I would I forgot that in order to do that i would have to touch her, be close to her. And holding her hand while teleporting and being close enough to smell her? Too close for comfort in my opinion, I was having having quick flashbacks to that night the entire time I was near her. I should of had Rixte teleport her. But now they are in the woods, hunting the Turok Han. They have yet to be back, I hope that means they are still hunting them and were not taken out by them instead.
The fighting continues at the highschool, it is very intense at night and during the day it is light attacks, just enough to make it hard to rest. We have been using tactics like that one night, using explosives made by Yuffie to take out groups and targeting the leaders. But there always seems to be more demons, more fighting. I'm growing weary and tired, I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on. I keep thinking back to what Giles said about me having survival instincts and that I set the tone. I'm worried that I'll let people down, if I am not strong enough. I am doing the best I can, giving everything i can. I'm not sure if that is enough. But I have to try right? Make sure we get out of this alive, I gotta make sure of that.
One good thing at least, they were able to close the seal. Maddy, Jack, Xander, and Yuffie decided they wanted to be there as they made the one who open it cried. I did not see anything, because I was busy fighting off demons. But as Yuffie explained it, the people he worked for would kill to have Maddy part of their team that get information out of people. Which I guess is a type of compliment, I'm not sure. Doesn't matter, they said that he cried enough to get the seal closed. Which means we don't have to worry about Turok Han killing us from the inside, just the army on the outside trying to kill us and the Turok Han out there. And strangly enough, that is almost a comforting thought for me.
She's here, the slayer vampire. She came along with Stephen and his father, Holtz. Rixte teleported her in right with the other two. When I saw here standing there in the hallway, I lost my temper. I was tired and sore and covered in demon blood which I am sure that some of it is mine. I ended up yelling at her, demanding why she was there. Stephen guarded her, which probably ended up angering me more. She was the one who was being protected after what happened. She told him it was alright that I acted that way to her, and then apoligized for what she did. Which I admit, threw me off. From the way she said it, the look in her eyes was different than I last remember seeing. I still don't trust her, not in the least. But I was conflicted as I watched her, had the soul really changed her? Is she a different person than she was that night in the alleyway? She's seems to be, though I am far from trusting her.
Three Turok Han were releashed from the seal. Someone managed to get to the seal and sacrifice a soldier to it while we were fighting off Ashmore's forces. A diverson, I am disappointed in myself that I didn't think of that as a possiblity. Willow and Tara made a magical barrier around the basement to make sure they didn't get loose and wreck havoc upon the school. The barrier couldn't last forever so when Stephen and Emily Anne arrived we decided to teleport the Turok Han out into the woods, so they could fight them there. One by one me, Rixte and Yuffie teleported through the barrier and quickly teleported one out to different areas of the woods. I went into the barrier after Rixte did, since she seemed not at all afraid and went before we could stop her. Yuffie was the most hesitant of us, and I can't really blame him for not wanting to be near those creatures. We didn't have much room for mistakes, even if we paused too long it would of ended badly.
Luckily, we all managed to teleport our Turok Hans without any injuries into the woods. I teleported back to the high school to teleport Emily Anne into the woods along with Rixte teleporting Stephen. I believe it was a mistake of me to say that i wanted to teleport Emily Anne instead of Stephen. It was probably because in the moment i said I would I forgot that in order to do that i would have to touch her, be close to her. And holding her hand while teleporting and being close enough to smell her? Too close for comfort in my opinion, I was having having quick flashbacks to that night the entire time I was near her. I should of had Rixte teleport her. But now they are in the woods, hunting the Turok Han. They have yet to be back, I hope that means they are still hunting them and were not taken out by them instead.
The fighting continues at the highschool, it is very intense at night and during the day it is light attacks, just enough to make it hard to rest. We have been using tactics like that one night, using explosives made by Yuffie to take out groups and targeting the leaders. But there always seems to be more demons, more fighting. I'm growing weary and tired, I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on. I keep thinking back to what Giles said about me having survival instincts and that I set the tone. I'm worried that I'll let people down, if I am not strong enough. I am doing the best I can, giving everything i can. I'm not sure if that is enough. But I have to try right? Make sure we get out of this alive, I gotta make sure of that.
One good thing at least, they were able to close the seal. Maddy, Jack, Xander, and Yuffie decided they wanted to be there as they made the one who open it cried. I did not see anything, because I was busy fighting off demons. But as Yuffie explained it, the people he worked for would kill to have Maddy part of their team that get information out of people. Which I guess is a type of compliment, I'm not sure. Doesn't matter, they said that he cried enough to get the seal closed. Which means we don't have to worry about Turok Han killing us from the inside, just the army on the outside trying to kill us and the Turok Han out there. And strangly enough, that is almost a comforting thought for me.