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Today we had a meeting about our options, what we need to do. Mr. Giles ran the meeting. I always thought him as somewhat reasonable. But the plan he suggested was just plain ludicrous, I can't believe he actually thought this was a plan that we should do. He wants to bring the slayer vampire, who is named Emily Anne, back from whatever dimenson they shoved her in and have her be our hope to save us.
I can't believe the insanity of this idea. In what kind of fucked up mind sense is this a good idea? How the hell can she be trusted? Everyone kept mentioning how she might have a soul so she might be alright. Yeah all the souled vamps I've had the pleasure of meeting? Not good, just out of their damn minds. And thats what we need around here, a fucking slayer vampire that might be nuts from a soul.
Giles talked about how Emily Anne helped him out and how she's Spike's daughter. Yeah, if Spike is worth trusting, then where the fuck is he? He sure as hell isn't here. As for her helping Giles, sure yeah a person can do a good deed, doesn't make you a good person. For all we know she had motivation behind helping him. Why the fuck should we trust her based on the fact that she was seen doing one good deed and she's the daughter of someone who skips town and suddenly she's the one we can count on?
A lot of people kept telling me that she was the only hope we got, that its a risk we need to talk. Fuck that logic, they weren't the ones that got to be her punching bag. Who got pinned to the ground and bit into. Oh yeah, or the ones that she tried to turn, and when she couldn't do that she decided to beat until she got bored and left to die of bloodloss in an alleyway. I was the one who got that treatment, who gets to remember every fucking moment of that night up until I passed out. I saw no remorse or good in her as she did those things to me, not any. All I saw was a monster, playing with its prey. Tell me why I should trust her, tell me why we should not leave her in whatever place she is, if not stake her.
I said that we shouldn't trust her, that she's a monster. I was very much on the hell no opinion of it. How they reacted? They said that they understood my concerns, but this may be the only course of action. Concerns? Fucking concerns? No, if I had a concern, it would be what Yuffie said about this Dylan and opening a portal, that it might go wrong. THATS a concern. Me saying that she's a monster and shouldn't be trusted no matter what? I would call that fucking fact.
We took it to a vote, to see what everyone else thought. Nearly everyone else except a few agreed with Mr. Giles about bringing Emily Anne into the fight. I couldn't believe it, how can they think this is a good idea? I was so pissed that I stormed out of the room the moment the vote was taken. I couldn't stand another moment in there, no one was listening to me. Why should they? It was my story against Mr. Giles's. Everyone trusts him more, everyone listens to what he says because everyone thinks he knows what the fuck he's talking about. Meanwhile I'm the guy half the people aren't sure if I'm Yuffie or not. Some chance I had.
Since then I've been just sitting on the catwalk in the auditorium. I don't want to sit anywhere near windows, it makes me even more uneasy to see the enemy camped right outside, taunting and intimidating us. Keep trying to clear all my thoughts that keep racing through my head. Especially remembering the entire night. I don't get it, how the hell are they suppose to think that she's worth such a risk? She's dangerous as hell, and probably extremely unstable with that soul. And by now he's probably already contacted this Dylan, and she'll probably be here soon. Fuck, this can't be happening. I know one thing for certain. If she so much as moves to harm a single person here? She's dead, fuck her being our hope, I'm not going to let her live if she poses the slightest bit of a threat to our group.
I can't believe the insanity of this idea. In what kind of fucked up mind sense is this a good idea? How the hell can she be trusted? Everyone kept mentioning how she might have a soul so she might be alright. Yeah all the souled vamps I've had the pleasure of meeting? Not good, just out of their damn minds. And thats what we need around here, a fucking slayer vampire that might be nuts from a soul.
Giles talked about how Emily Anne helped him out and how she's Spike's daughter. Yeah, if Spike is worth trusting, then where the fuck is he? He sure as hell isn't here. As for her helping Giles, sure yeah a person can do a good deed, doesn't make you a good person. For all we know she had motivation behind helping him. Why the fuck should we trust her based on the fact that she was seen doing one good deed and she's the daughter of someone who skips town and suddenly she's the one we can count on?
A lot of people kept telling me that she was the only hope we got, that its a risk we need to talk. Fuck that logic, they weren't the ones that got to be her punching bag. Who got pinned to the ground and bit into. Oh yeah, or the ones that she tried to turn, and when she couldn't do that she decided to beat until she got bored and left to die of bloodloss in an alleyway. I was the one who got that treatment, who gets to remember every fucking moment of that night up until I passed out. I saw no remorse or good in her as she did those things to me, not any. All I saw was a monster, playing with its prey. Tell me why I should trust her, tell me why we should not leave her in whatever place she is, if not stake her.
I said that we shouldn't trust her, that she's a monster. I was very much on the hell no opinion of it. How they reacted? They said that they understood my concerns, but this may be the only course of action. Concerns? Fucking concerns? No, if I had a concern, it would be what Yuffie said about this Dylan and opening a portal, that it might go wrong. THATS a concern. Me saying that she's a monster and shouldn't be trusted no matter what? I would call that fucking fact.
We took it to a vote, to see what everyone else thought. Nearly everyone else except a few agreed with Mr. Giles about bringing Emily Anne into the fight. I couldn't believe it, how can they think this is a good idea? I was so pissed that I stormed out of the room the moment the vote was taken. I couldn't stand another moment in there, no one was listening to me. Why should they? It was my story against Mr. Giles's. Everyone trusts him more, everyone listens to what he says because everyone thinks he knows what the fuck he's talking about. Meanwhile I'm the guy half the people aren't sure if I'm Yuffie or not. Some chance I had.
Since then I've been just sitting on the catwalk in the auditorium. I don't want to sit anywhere near windows, it makes me even more uneasy to see the enemy camped right outside, taunting and intimidating us. Keep trying to clear all my thoughts that keep racing through my head. Especially remembering the entire night. I don't get it, how the hell are they suppose to think that she's worth such a risk? She's dangerous as hell, and probably extremely unstable with that soul. And by now he's probably already contacted this Dylan, and she'll probably be here soon. Fuck, this can't be happening. I know one thing for certain. If she so much as moves to harm a single person here? She's dead, fuck her being our hope, I'm not going to let her live if she poses the slightest bit of a threat to our group.