Run Of The Mill
Yesterday morning, I woke up and the inside of my lip had a spot on it that was all swollen and red. I rinsed my mouth out with salt water, it stopped for a little while. I looked it up online. First, I thought it might be a gum disease called peridontal disease, which makes the gums all swollen and red. But, this morning I woke up and there was a small yellow looking sore....now with all the red shit around it. My first thought was STD. If I....I, Aryn Wood had a STD, I really would have shit myself. Though, it was a possibly I figured because I didn't use a condom when performing the oral sex. Of course, that was ALMOST 4 MONTHS AGO and there was no cumming, nor pre-cumming. So, I wasn't sure if that was it either. But, after more research and inspection, I've figured out it is a canker sore....and it HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL! I'm going mad. I can hardly smile, it's insane. But, hopefully it will go away in 7 to 14 days. I looked up the causes of canker sores, and one of the reasons was stress. I think this is what it is. I've just been going through a lot lately. Trying to find nice clothes, eh, other things....
I don't really have any of the other "Causes," but, that's my self-diagnosis. It hurts like hell, I hope at least the pain goes away soon.
GUESS WHAT I DID YESTERDAY!! You will never believe it. I cooked. COOKED. It was really simple. Fish sticks and french fries. But yeah, I still cooked, AND I DIDN'T BURN IT!! That was the best part. A few weeks ago I cooked spaghetti, it wasn't so good.....but I still cooked. Not that I'm gonna turn all Suzy Homemaker or anything, but it was just nice to know that I could actually do it. Pappy will be happy to hear it...maybe he'll get off my back. Yeah, I so fucking doubt it.
I cleaned out my closet yesterday too. I'm trying to keep myself as busy as possible. I got rid of so much shit. Lots and lots and clothes and tons a shoes as well. I kept some of the important stuff. Band t-shirts, school shirts....
Some kids are gonna be really happy with all the stuff they're gonna be getting. My mama is going through it all to see if she wants to keep anything and then it's going to charity. I plan on doing laundry tomorrow. I'm just trying to get all the shit done I've been putting off. Today Mama is supposed to help me get my dresser into the closet today. It's sitting by my door now because there's too much of Mama shit in the closet for it to fit in there. Hopefully that'll be out of my way later and I'll have more room for......well, nothing. I can't add anymore shit to this room. I already don't have room as it is. I think I've picked up a little bit of those pack rat habits as well....
Well, nah, it's just a "too lazy to clean anything" habit.
This entry was boring, but I needed to write something.....so, there ya go. Do with it what you will.
He's Just Not That Into You Daily Wake-Up Call
"We go out with someone, we get excited about them, and then they do something that mildly disappoints us. Then they keep doing a lot more things that disappoint us. Then we go into hyper-excuse mode for weeks or possibly months, because the last thing we want to think is that this great man we're getting excited about is in the process of turning into a creep. We try to come up with some explanation for why they're behaving that way, any explanation, no matter how ridiculous, than the one explanation that's the truth: He's just not that into me."
I don't really have any of the other "Causes," but, that's my self-diagnosis. It hurts like hell, I hope at least the pain goes away soon.
GUESS WHAT I DID YESTERDAY!! You will never believe it. I cooked. COOKED. It was really simple. Fish sticks and french fries. But yeah, I still cooked, AND I DIDN'T BURN IT!! That was the best part. A few weeks ago I cooked spaghetti, it wasn't so good.....but I still cooked. Not that I'm gonna turn all Suzy Homemaker or anything, but it was just nice to know that I could actually do it. Pappy will be happy to hear it...maybe he'll get off my back. Yeah, I so fucking doubt it.
I cleaned out my closet yesterday too. I'm trying to keep myself as busy as possible. I got rid of so much shit. Lots and lots and clothes and tons a shoes as well. I kept some of the important stuff. Band t-shirts, school shirts....
Some kids are gonna be really happy with all the stuff they're gonna be getting. My mama is going through it all to see if she wants to keep anything and then it's going to charity. I plan on doing laundry tomorrow. I'm just trying to get all the shit done I've been putting off. Today Mama is supposed to help me get my dresser into the closet today. It's sitting by my door now because there's too much of Mama shit in the closet for it to fit in there. Hopefully that'll be out of my way later and I'll have more room for......well, nothing. I can't add anymore shit to this room. I already don't have room as it is. I think I've picked up a little bit of those pack rat habits as well....
Well, nah, it's just a "too lazy to clean anything" habit.
This entry was boring, but I needed to write something.....so, there ya go. Do with it what you will.
He's Just Not That Into You Daily Wake-Up Call
"We go out with someone, we get excited about them, and then they do something that mildly disappoints us. Then they keep doing a lot more things that disappoint us. Then we go into hyper-excuse mode for weeks or possibly months, because the last thing we want to think is that this great man we're getting excited about is in the process of turning into a creep. We try to come up with some explanation for why they're behaving that way, any explanation, no matter how ridiculous, than the one explanation that's the truth: He's just not that into me."