--the right thing hurts so bad....
--Ok. Me and Ryan broke up. Yes it was my doing. Don't really feel like questions right now, still trying to figure everything out. I'm sorry for hurting him, but I had to follow what was best for me. I had some great times with him, and maybe there will be more to come in the future... just as friends. I'm suppose to call him in a couple of days to see how things are.. not sure how that will work out. I know it was the best for me. The worst thing about days after a break up, is the people who want to know every detail. So if you are one of those people... please give me a couple of days, maybe weeks before you start in on me. Yes I'm still upset that everything happened like this, but it had to be done. We are planning on still be friends like we use to.. and I pray it works out that way. He was a great friend to me and always there for me... night and day. We will be ok. He'll be ok.... I'LL BE OK!
--Well anyways... Hawaii was great. We got back Saturday and I was very very tired. I didn't do much for the 4th of July... Washed my car. That is a very big accomplishment for me!! yay for me!! I have been helping with the little girls CU softball camp this week. That has been interesting. Then I go to work after that. Have a lot of catching up to do since I was off for a week. Anyways.. I havn't made it to bed early yet another night... so I'm going to hit the sack.
--Well anyways... Hawaii was great. We got back Saturday and I was very very tired. I didn't do much for the 4th of July... Washed my car. That is a very big accomplishment for me!! yay for me!! I have been helping with the little girls CU softball camp this week. That has been interesting. Then I go to work after that. Have a lot of catching up to do since I was off for a week. Anyways.. I havn't made it to bed early yet another night... so I'm going to hit the sack.