--recuperating from the past
I'm gettin better.
I have realized alot that has helped me
Helped me to see that I'm going to be ok
Ok without you
Ok in the future
Ok in college
But mainly ok without you.
And even deeper thought:
What exactly did I love?
I'm not saying I didn't,
I just to know exactly...
Was it the relationship,
Or the things you did,
The look you gave me
The words you said.
But can't anyone who loves me do that?
Keyword of course love
I have had some that either think they love me
Or just want me to think they love me.
I believe you loved me,
But it just wasn't strong enough for both of us.
If it had of been
I wouldn't have left,
and you would have come back
But I did, and you didn't!
But I'm ok
I'm recuperating from the past
For the first time in a long time
I'm KNOW I'm going to be ok.
I have only lived 18 years 1 month and 19 days of my life.
It's not all going to be over with you
My life didn't end that day.
Although I thought it was going to
It didn't
It has taken me five months to realize that
But I finally did.
I have made a few mistakes since then
Knowing making mistakes
But everyone is stubborn ever now and then
But I think I have learned my lesson.
It doesn't seem to bother me as much.
I will do better.
Plus only a few more months and I won't have to worry with it.
My new life begins.
--I love writing in my journal like this. I feel like I have deep thoughts. I'm not the greatest at it, but I still feel like it get more out that way. It's so much fun!! Anyways, I'm done now. Thanks for reading!
I have realized alot that has helped me
Helped me to see that I'm going to be ok
Ok without you
Ok in the future
Ok in college
But mainly ok without you.
And even deeper thought:
What exactly did I love?
I'm not saying I didn't,
I just to know exactly...
Was it the relationship,
Or the things you did,
The look you gave me
The words you said.
But can't anyone who loves me do that?
Keyword of course love
I have had some that either think they love me
Or just want me to think they love me.
I believe you loved me,
But it just wasn't strong enough for both of us.
If it had of been
I wouldn't have left,
and you would have come back
But I did, and you didn't!
But I'm ok
I'm recuperating from the past
For the first time in a long time
I'm KNOW I'm going to be ok.
I have only lived 18 years 1 month and 19 days of my life.
It's not all going to be over with you
My life didn't end that day.
Although I thought it was going to
It didn't
It has taken me five months to realize that
But I finally did.
I have made a few mistakes since then
Knowing making mistakes
But everyone is stubborn ever now and then
But I think I have learned my lesson.
It doesn't seem to bother me as much.
I will do better.
Plus only a few more months and I won't have to worry with it.
My new life begins.
--I love writing in my journal like this. I feel like I have deep thoughts. I'm not the greatest at it, but I still feel like it get more out that way. It's so much fun!! Anyways, I'm done now. Thanks for reading!