Mar 20, 2005 21:30
--Well I felt awful this morning just like I thought I would!! Why I did that I have no idea. I knew what would happen, and I knew nothing would change. I guess I was just in one of my "why not?" moods. I just felt so dirty this morning. Last night made me realize just how much I'm going to love college and moving on. A little over sixty days till school is out and I can start my *BRAND NEW LIFE* Can't wait. It's going to be a blast!!
--Me, my mom, my aunt and her family are going to HAWAII this summer. Well it's not official yet, but probably. I'm so excited. I'm going to be so tan when I get back, just in time for college! yay!! I hope to find a black and blue bathing suit. I shopped a little at Wal*mart today and got some cute clothes. Plus a lil boy section soccer shirt. It's so cute!!
--I got some text messages last night and today! I'm ok though. I have thought alot of things through and I'm ok with everything, but I know deep down, everything is going to work our for the best. I will find *him* someday and I will never want to look at another guy again. Can't wait till that day!! Well it's late and I'm going to be early tonight!! nighty night