roller coaster ride
today has been an emotional roller coaster! i woke up in such a bad mood and everything that came out of my parents mouth was just making it worse! then i get to school i went and saw calvin and just seing him puts a smile on my face but then during 1st hour ms fine always puts me in a bad mood and in 2nd hour i found out i got a D on my last math test. the me and jessica vivent were talking about kaylas party and the dresses we wanted to get and that made me happy and in 4th hour tristian showed us the dance she made for B.M.O.C. and i got really excited about that because it seems like that is all finally pulling together in sga. so later i found out that i have a C in english! how the hell did that happen? last time i checked i had an 89%! after school i headed down to pratice and i found out that saunders our commander got kicked off the team. that made me happy ( see other entry) then i see ortega walking up and calvin and tony are like ooh! ooh! lets go tell her and i was like no guys let me go tell her so they wouldnt be too mean! and so i went to tell her and she like got pissed at me... but whatever she hears all the crap from everyone on the team and she also gets it from the other side from saunders. so that made me mad but ma and my dad got over the fight we had this morning so im on the top again...but then look out im about to go down again! so im sitting here bored and i read one of my friends journals and i found out that she totally lied to me to my face about something so incredibly stupid i wouldnt have cared if she told me the truth. i know ive grown apart from all my friends that i hung out with last year so i didnt expect that i would have been envited to orlando anyway but she could have at least told me that for her birthday she and a couple friends were going up to orlando but no she tell me that she and her sister are going...im sure she didnt tell me so that i wouldnt get upset but i really wouldnt have cared all that much but it really hurts to know that she had to lie to me...