Wow , I swear drama follows me from left to right . I been trying to really keep drama to a minimal , I really tried . I don't know , sometimes I really feel like giving up but it's whatever . I stay up . Isn't it funny how young love turns sour ? Just one wrong turn && everything fucks up . 11 months could mean everything to someone , then in one minute could mean shit to him . =[ . I just don't know . Sometimes I just wish that you could read people's minds , to understand what they're really thinking about . I hate it when people say something and then later call you and say that they didn't mean it . I hate being confused . When everyone asks me how's things going I always make it sound like everything is perfect , well guess what ? It's not . I leave out some details so it sounds better than it really is . ( sigh ) Well whatever , it's Halloween Eve . I should be feeling evil and hyper and mean right now lol . Not depressed like I'm sounding . Okay I'm going to try to stick with the good things that been happening lately and sound more happy . I'm glad I wrote that && got that off my chest .
Anyways, I love East Boston High like crazy . Best school ever . I still managed to keep my grades high 0=] I have A's in all classes and a B in physics . Once I bring that grade up I'm all set . Woot ! Yeah . Friends have been really good to me lately . I don't know , if I didn't have my friends I would be really lost . I haven't really been as hyper as I usual am . I think my hyper-ness [ if that's even a word ] has calmed down a bit . I guess that's good ? Mohamed's so nice to me (^.^) . I fucking love this kid you have no idea . Hehe I doubt that he's going to read this but whatever . He makes me happy :) I can't be sad when I'm around him or talking to him .. hehe . Ahh africans LOL . I'm still friends with Manuel woot ! So yeah that's good I guess . I don't know what's going to happen with me && him, but I'm trying to make sure I don't hurt any feelings in the process . Hmm .. I saw these baby blue && brown && white air forces at the mall .. I NEED THEM ! Omg . I almost drooled I swear . $75 .. but they were calling to me . Watch when I go back to the mall . I'm saving my money but I don't know for what though . Money makes me happy . Hehe .
So yeah , WOOO CANDY ! I don't know [ again ] what to do on Halloween . As long as I get candy it will be a wonderful Halloween for me =] . Amber + candy = W0O0O0O0 . Candy makes me hyper too . Happy is good w0o h0o . I think I ate too many air heads . lol . My new cell phone is a Nokia 6101 =]. I don't like Nokias that much but it's okay . It's the first Nokia flip phone . Hah . I rock . Check out the pictures here [
http://www.t-mobilepictures.com/maverickmami617/ ] some are pictures from my old phone and some are from the new one . Enjoy . Well , I'm off this so yeah comment if you can people and I'll return the favor like usual . ` ox
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