life...

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Well in the past 3 months there have been a few deaths in my family. Two of which were close to me. My grandmother and mt cousin. My grandmother died peacefully at the age of 92 and will be missed. My cousin ryan was only in his 20's when he died. He OD'd on Oxy Cotton(basically heroin). I have basically gotten over both of the deaths, but there is

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i really don't care how much crap i get from people on this, but when writing the last few parts of it about my grandmother it about brought me to tears. i am not sure why this has effected me so much with my granmother, i was much closer to my cousin than i was her, but yet her death has touched me in such a stronger way.

I hope she looks down on me with approval...

[byellow]

I hope no one would ever be that shallow to criticize someone for expressing their feelings over a loved one. That would be very sad.

I'm glad that you have a different perspective on life, in general. Many people don't understand things until later on in life.

Take it easy.

[simply_splendid]

This is really touching.This is a great entry and I am sure that your grandmother is very proud of you for letting you emotions out lyke this.And I kno what kinda pain you are going through because of your cousin.My best friend Sean is addicted to OC...Hes in 8th grade and has been hospitalized 3 times because of it.I am so scared for him.I am going to show your entry to him...Maybe it will have an effect on him...
<3
Amanda

[artisticxalone]

John, I first want say that I'm sorry for your losses. I went through a death in the family much like that in 5th grade. It's rough and it rips away at a person's soul and well-being. But it shows true character, it helps let you know who you are a bit. I just wanted to say sorry and to let you know that were here. All of your friends are here for you. Wether or not you think they are or not. COme down the street, call, IM me, we can talk man. It's tough, but I'm here and so are many others.

~Ethan

[mmm_kool_aid]

john im always here for you if you need ANYTHING at all..and you know that but im just reminding you. things will get better and dont think about the sad times..think of the good time you enjoyed with them :) it usually helps me. call or talk to me online if you need anything. i love you.