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today wasnt too great. it wasnt horrible, but by the time school ended and i got home i was so grumpy. maybe its because i havent gotten much sleep. or atleast im hopin its that. i feel bad that i was so impatient today with my dad kinda, and my mom. today is her birthday, shes 40. and i was impatient and got so mad easily, which i regret, and acted the same way towards my cousin ashlee which i feel so bad for but i was jus bummin and i couldnt handle her. i feel so bad now, i hate when i act like that because i always feel bad after, and its not the way i want to treat others.
i started school tuesday. it wasnt bad, im makin the best of it, prayin id like it and wakin up each mornin tellin myself its ok, just school. so far its pretty good but i wish i had more of my frends in my classes. i already feel lazy, and just hope i start doin my hw right when i get home startin tuesday, because i wanna do good this year and not wait til the last minute. tonight my sprirts are low, but im sure by tomorrow i will be back to normal again
youth was really good last night with the band and tim moen. its sad because it seems like everyone is leavin yuth and no1s there. it seems like no1 cares nemore, and im afraid i could possibly just turn into one of those people if im not like that already. im prayin that more people would come and we culd all become closer frends and that people who havent been in a while will start coming again. its not the same
right now i just want to go to a coffee shop with someone and talk. about anything and everything. but there are no coffee shops around here that i know of, like cafes or anythin, adn theres no1 around. also, i cant drive and dont like coffee, only iced coffee, but hot chocolate will do
its sad because my parents are leavin 2morro morn at 5 to go to virginia. theyre gonna be there til monday which means im gonna hafta sleep in my house alone every night. well my brother will be there, but prob not til late like 3 or sumthin. i hate my parents not ebin around, i like bein with them and spendin time with them. i hope they have a good time tho
right now my hands are so cold i acnt type right. i also want to just do arts and crafts tomorrow but i dont have any arts and crafts styff. i just wanna do dif things everyday and enjoy everyday.
i never know what im writing. im so tired now, im just gonna go now i think
and sarah: we should hang out some times, its been a while. too long actually. i miss you
i started school tuesday. it wasnt bad, im makin the best of it, prayin id like it and wakin up each mornin tellin myself its ok, just school. so far its pretty good but i wish i had more of my frends in my classes. i already feel lazy, and just hope i start doin my hw right when i get home startin tuesday, because i wanna do good this year and not wait til the last minute. tonight my sprirts are low, but im sure by tomorrow i will be back to normal again
youth was really good last night with the band and tim moen. its sad because it seems like everyone is leavin yuth and no1s there. it seems like no1 cares nemore, and im afraid i could possibly just turn into one of those people if im not like that already. im prayin that more people would come and we culd all become closer frends and that people who havent been in a while will start coming again. its not the same
right now i just want to go to a coffee shop with someone and talk. about anything and everything. but there are no coffee shops around here that i know of, like cafes or anythin, adn theres no1 around. also, i cant drive and dont like coffee, only iced coffee, but hot chocolate will do
its sad because my parents are leavin 2morro morn at 5 to go to virginia. theyre gonna be there til monday which means im gonna hafta sleep in my house alone every night. well my brother will be there, but prob not til late like 3 or sumthin. i hate my parents not ebin around, i like bein with them and spendin time with them. i hope they have a good time tho
right now my hands are so cold i acnt type right. i also want to just do arts and crafts tomorrow but i dont have any arts and crafts styff. i just wanna do dif things everyday and enjoy everyday.
i never know what im writing. im so tired now, im just gonna go now i think
and sarah: we should hang out some times, its been a while. too long actually. i miss you