i already tried it the nice way but you didnt seem to fucking notice that.

[_olive_juice_]

it sucks when you feel like you are totally done with your life and everyone in it just because one fucked up little boy decided to break you apart a numerous amount of times. when this boy acts like such a complete ass hole all the time and then goes and laughs about it after. he doesnt care about me, he doesnt care about feelings. all he cares

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[_olive_juice_]

i never even went out there thinking that you are home anyways, i go there because me and my friends made it a place to go when we have nothing to do, the only way we ever know you are fucking home is when amber texts you, i dont bother to text you because last time i told you i was there and i wanted to say hi you acted like you didnt want me there at all. when i plan on seeing you i tell you. and as for you not treating me like shit, how do you think you are treating me right now? fucking nice? YOU walk away when i try to talk to you, thats why i never get over our problems because i never get a chance to talk them over with you. i wasnt trying to blame you for anything, i was trying to be nice about this before and you fucking flipped out on me, erich. what the fuck was that about? i wasnt being mean at fucking all and you fucking flipped. how am i the one who doesnt like working on problems when you are the one who walks away everytime i try to talk to you about something. fucking once i would like to see you admit you are wrong. because right now you are. i didnt start all of this bullshit. so dont try telling me i am the one who has cracked. this is all really fucking important to me because i think you are pretty fucking cool when you arent being a fuck face and i love you to death. but all of this fucking bull shit you are saying is that exactly, fucking bullshit. i can honestly say i am waiting for you to walk away from this argument just like you do with all of the others. i am sorry i act retarded sometimes i really am, but how about you look up names before you call me them because they definatley dont explain me. try looking up "confused" because thats what i really am and all i really ever have been.

[onestarhotel]

ha.

hahahaha.ahahaha.

ha.ha.

[_olive_juice_]

yeah, thats exactly what i thought.

[onestarhotel]

im sure it isnt. maybe if i wasnt such a "fucked up little boy" i wouldnt be acting like this. fuck off.

[_olive_juice_]

gladly.
fuck you.

[onestarhotel]

i will have the last word.

dont give me any shit.

[_olive_juice_]

ok babe stop talking, i'm sure we all get your point.

[onestarhotel]

doubt you will. you never have. never will. your completely lost. you have months before you find yourself. at least.

you really dont understand. that i could tear you to fucking shreds. i really could. i could expose you for what you are. do i do it? no, because i have somewhat of a fucking heart. You dont seem to give a fucking shit about what you've done to yourself, or what you have lost or gained over the past two years. To me you are still a weak-minded, weak-hearted, low, sad, and MOSTLY desperate individual. It makes me sick to see what you are going to end up doing to yourself over the next few years. you will throw yourself at any guy that shows any interest whatsoever. im fucking serious. pull yourself together.

[_olive_juice_]

ooook.
what am i really though, erich? how could you expose someone that has already been exposed? how could you tear me to shreds when you already have before? i throw myself at every boy i see do i? because i didnt realize that i have only seen two boys since we have been apart and both i had only kissed. i admit the first was a bad decision on my part because i was very upset, it hadnt been a long time since we had broken up. but i dont just go fuck everyone i fucking see. i have only had sex once in my whole life, dearest, and it was with you...so i throw myself at every guy who shows interest in me? no, i throw myself at boys who tell me things and promise me things and dont go through with it. i dont see how i am being such a bitch, i am only defending myself because you have some kind of need to make me feel like shit...which is fine, whatever i can take it because i have had to my whole fucking life, but dont get pissed when i defend myself.
you are low, you have a beautiful heart but you give it to everyone else, and no erich, you are sad.
dont come to me and tell me you dont know how i can be such a bitch when all i have ever tried to do was give you space when you needed it..and the last time i did that is how this all started.

[onestarhotel]

no. you are wrong. you must have been jealous at one point and time. you are fucked up. im sick of the way you think about my girlfriend. im sick of the way your treating this situation. im sick of the way your trying to make me feel bad to better yourself. this situation fucking sucks im and im ending it.

[_olive_juice_]

i cant believe you. you are such an idiot it pisses me off. you dont explain anything you just pull something out of your ass and pretend you know what you are talking about, you dont even tell me what the fuck you are talking about.
so yeah, i guess you better end it before you run out of things to pull out of your ass.

[_olive_juice_]

oh and fucking p.s
i could say a lot of fucking shit to make you feel bad but i fucking dont. i have said one thing and it is fucking true and you know it yourself. i didnt say anything about me getting hurt, or how you should feel bad..i just stated facts and if you cant handle them to the point where you feel bad maybe you should think about things before you do them.

[onestarhotel]

i fucking dare you. do it. make me feel like shit. id like to see you try.

[_olive_juice_]

i'm not a bitch.
thanks.

[onestarhotel]

uh, yeah you are.