i already tried it the nice way but you didnt seem to fucking notice that.

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it sucks when you feel like you are totally done with your life and everyone in it just because one fucked up little boy decided to break you apart a numerous amount of times. when this boy acts like such a complete ass hole all the time and then goes and laughs about it after. he doesnt care about me, he doesnt care about feelings. all he cares about is himself, his girlfriend and his other friends who hate me for no reason. hes a liar and i have just sat back and watched it happen, its only sad when you get to the part where i dont do SHIT about it because i am too blind to his ugliness to just give up, to realize i was nothing but a small factor in one of his sick little jokes. i meant nothing, i mean nothing. he will take her side and i will be fine with it. he will say things about me and i will brush it off. my life as i know it will be over unless i somehow realize that he doesnt and never did give on fuck about me or any of my feelings, until then i will feel like shit. total and complete shit. i hope you are happy, i honestly hope you are. because i know i didnt do anything but try to help you and you have always turned things around on me...i am always the one to apologize. not this time. fuck you. i know you dont care but you fucking lost me. i am fucking gone until you realize what an ass hole you are being. either that or you could tell me why i am being such an over rated bitch...either one would be nice.

seriously, fuck you.
you show me how much you fucking care when you never respond and just fucking walk away. you are good at that ya know.