The time to hesitate is through
Whoa kids. I gotta do something fast. I think I'm ready to proceed with my goals, but for some reason insanity is taking over my actions. I haven't been home in a week. I don't really have a home to go to. Soon I have to get out of here. I feel like I need to be with people constantly. I want 6 people in a one bedroom apartment. I don't want privacy. I want insanity. I want a chaotic balance. I want harmony in my chaos. Time isn't real. I even feel like life isn't real. The only purpose in life for me is experience. This is it. I want to feel pain and love. I want the intensity of life and death. When I tell her I'm done, she tells me she likes me. What a fucking concept! You shouldn't have taken me for granted. I want it to feel like the Sex Pistols and I don't feel you at all.