Day 23/26: Almost There... (that's what she said)
Well, he's done being on the field. He's back at the dorm and can call/text me whenever now. We're actually FaceTime-ing as I write. He suggested we sleep on the phone together. And my heart just jumps. He's become so verbally affectionate and loving. He left a voicemail for me Tuesday night when I was working. He ended it saying "I just wanted to say I love you, I miss you, and you're really special to me". The past month is the most we've ever said "I love you" and I do believe it's because we don't say it often that it means something even deeper.
He was stressing out because the people who set up his rotations kind of screwed him over, but today he found out *hopefully* he'll get to be somewhere. I really hope it all works out. It's rough enough that he's been MIA and can't always check his email to be on the lookout for that type of stuff. But I'm hoping things will fall into place the way they're meant to.
When I have work, I stay up the night before (as I am right now) and I watch whatever random shows I can download. All the scenes of people kissing/making out make me crave Don's lips so bad. I really have no idea how Monday night will go down. If we'll even make it out of the parking lot or what. I miss laying next to him and sleeping with him. I miss the way his muscles twitch right before he falls asleep. I miss his smell. I miss his smell so bad.
Tiffanie and I had dim sum for lunch. We caught up on things. It's been months since the last time I talked to her! But it felt really good to just hang out and chill. When I told her how excited I am to see Don when he comes back, she said, "It's really nice that you still feel that way about each other after so many years". It made me realize how blessed Don and I are. As I've said before, in His time. We're lucky that we're stable enough in our relationship to have the space and time to appreciate each other. And I do thank God for the past month for keeping both of us safe from harm and guiding us through this journey.
I'm glad I work tonight and Sunday night. This weekend better pass quickly. I'm still a little sad I won't be there for his graduation, but the money will be going to his grad present which will hopefully be a trip to Cali!!!
"I love you and I like you" -Parks and Rec
Come home soon, Love. Fill the hole you dug when you left.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Aside from that, the YM officers and I have been working hard to get our Lenten prep together and planning for our Jam Session/Acoustic Night in April. I'm excited to see the planning come together. When I called for one of the venues... kind of our last hope... the lady who takes care of the scheduling said that they just got a cancellation and it was open. If that's not His work, I don't know what is.
We started asking those who are willing to participate. I'm really excited because we'll get to see people we don't usually see performing. Ate Dee is even performing! I'm hoping we can really do something big with this. All for the Mission :)
Alright time to sleep soon.
He was stressing out because the people who set up his rotations kind of screwed him over, but today he found out *hopefully* he'll get to be somewhere. I really hope it all works out. It's rough enough that he's been MIA and can't always check his email to be on the lookout for that type of stuff. But I'm hoping things will fall into place the way they're meant to.
When I have work, I stay up the night before (as I am right now) and I watch whatever random shows I can download. All the scenes of people kissing/making out make me crave Don's lips so bad. I really have no idea how Monday night will go down. If we'll even make it out of the parking lot or what. I miss laying next to him and sleeping with him. I miss the way his muscles twitch right before he falls asleep. I miss his smell. I miss his smell so bad.
Tiffanie and I had dim sum for lunch. We caught up on things. It's been months since the last time I talked to her! But it felt really good to just hang out and chill. When I told her how excited I am to see Don when he comes back, she said, "It's really nice that you still feel that way about each other after so many years". It made me realize how blessed Don and I are. As I've said before, in His time. We're lucky that we're stable enough in our relationship to have the space and time to appreciate each other. And I do thank God for the past month for keeping both of us safe from harm and guiding us through this journey.
I'm glad I work tonight and Sunday night. This weekend better pass quickly. I'm still a little sad I won't be there for his graduation, but the money will be going to his grad present which will hopefully be a trip to Cali!!!
"I love you and I like you" -Parks and Rec
Come home soon, Love. Fill the hole you dug when you left.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Aside from that, the YM officers and I have been working hard to get our Lenten prep together and planning for our Jam Session/Acoustic Night in April. I'm excited to see the planning come together. When I called for one of the venues... kind of our last hope... the lady who takes care of the scheduling said that they just got a cancellation and it was open. If that's not His work, I don't know what is.
We started asking those who are willing to participate. I'm really excited because we'll get to see people we don't usually see performing. Ate Dee is even performing! I'm hoping we can really do something big with this. All for the Mission :)
Alright time to sleep soon.