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Day 7 of 2 Months

Jul 20, 2011 23:48

Weight plateau: 126.4lbs

Give me a chance to prove to you I've changed now that I know what was wrong. I've changed what I could outside of our relationship.. give me a chance to show you the change I can make within it. I can make you so happy and you could get ass, too. Win win for all, yes?

If I knew you got off of facebook for me, stopped hanging out and talking to your friends because of me I wouldn't have let that happen. Plus I love your friends. I look at them as your second family. I wish we did get to see them more.

The only reason I really wanted you to stop looking at porn was because I wanted you to get it from me more. I wish we were more intimate. But if it makes you happy, then do it. Fuck, let's watch together sometime ;)

I really just thought you did got off facebook and stop hanging with your friends because of SCHOOL. I never meant for it to be because of me. We can be better if you did do all those things that made you happy. And I just want a chance to show you I can make you happy now that I know all of these things.

Please.

I'm willing to be f-buddies! Whatever makes you happy. Whatever I can do for you.

And hey, I wouldn't be able to feel that depressed anymore because I know it can get so much worse. Like me, at this point, at rock bottom. I never really knew if we'd last because the only certainty is each day that I am with you, I just believe and have faith in us. But I NEVER thought we'd be apart. And now I know that it's possible, I want to do all I can to make sure it doesn't get to that point.

The brighter side of everything is being with you.

hopeful

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