It all came pouring out...
Well, I couldn't hold it in anymore. He had surprisingly asked me if I wanted to watch an episode of HIMYM. I appreciated that so much. Out of nowhere, I started crying. I didn't let it all out, but I did tell him I don't want him to be in school anymore. Haha what a sillyhead I can be! But yeah, he's like...
D: "Would you rather me be at the hospital all day long?"
N: ... Well, no.
D: "It's better this way because we can at least be with each other. Even if we aren't always talking, we're with each other. Isn't that better than nothing?"
N: Yes. Truth.
He's right. I know it. I guess I just missed him. Not him physically, but him there knowing what's going on with me. I told him, I felt like God was giving me all this emotion that he doesn't have time to worry about. He has four exams on Monday... FOUR! And he obviously has no time to be worried, stressed, anxious, sad, mad, etc. So that's why I'm here. To take that from him and to experience it for him. Since we're each other's other half, I'm the half of him that feels hahaha -- this is how my head thinks. It just felt good to get it out. That and having a bowl of honey Kix. Yum!
Alright baby, rock on. I'm here, right by your side. I'll be whatever it is that you need. I love you so much and you inspire me every day.
D: "Would you rather me be at the hospital all day long?"
N: ... Well, no.
D: "It's better this way because we can at least be with each other. Even if we aren't always talking, we're with each other. Isn't that better than nothing?"
N: Yes. Truth.
He's right. I know it. I guess I just missed him. Not him physically, but him there knowing what's going on with me. I told him, I felt like God was giving me all this emotion that he doesn't have time to worry about. He has four exams on Monday... FOUR! And he obviously has no time to be worried, stressed, anxious, sad, mad, etc. So that's why I'm here. To take that from him and to experience it for him. Since we're each other's other half, I'm the half of him that feels hahaha -- this is how my head thinks. It just felt good to get it out. That and having a bowl of honey Kix. Yum!
Alright baby, rock on. I'm here, right by your side. I'll be whatever it is that you need. I love you so much and you inspire me every day.