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more best friend drama and a small emotional breakdown last night...I guess I can let some of it slide...I've been getting way less sleep than i'm used to, and things aren't quite "normal" at work just yet...while these things use up my emotional energy reserves, I just don't like to make excuses anymore for being passive aggressive and weepy just because i'm tired and a little upset about accidental revelations...
after some rest, I had a shower, some sriracha chicken sliders, bought some booze, and headed to my parents house..
i'm quite set to have a good night, even if i'm dog/house sitting all night by myself..
I just hope mother nature can keep it in her pants for a while..i don't like riding out severe storms by myself in a home that doesn't feel like home all the way...
ps, I can't wait until I have enough emotional/mental energy to start doing things and giving a crap about the world outside of myself again...all of this self centered introspection is making me feel super short sighted..
after some rest, I had a shower, some sriracha chicken sliders, bought some booze, and headed to my parents house..
i'm quite set to have a good night, even if i'm dog/house sitting all night by myself..
I just hope mother nature can keep it in her pants for a while..i don't like riding out severe storms by myself in a home that doesn't feel like home all the way...
ps, I can't wait until I have enough emotional/mental energy to start doing things and giving a crap about the world outside of myself again...all of this self centered introspection is making me feel super short sighted..