I don't really know what to say.

[_notasquib]

But I guess I should update this

Comments

[really_harry]

You should never feel bad for stabbing an evil bitch like that, Neville.

[_notasquib]

Yea.. thanks, Harry.

[really_harry]

She just makes people do things.

God, why wasn't I there?

[_notasquib]

Because you aren't always there, Harry. You shouldn't be either. You do enough already.

[really_harry]

If I did enough, Sirius would still be alive. If I did enough, Death Eaters would never have shown up on the grounds. They would have never killed students. If I did enough, Voldemort would be dead.

[_notasquib]

Harry.. You're only one person.

[really_harry]

Yeah, the one that can stop him.

[_notasquib]

That doesn't mean you can't have help.

[really_harry]

Yea, but after 5 years of this, it does mean that I should have enough experience and ability to be able to do SOMETHING when Death Eaters show up at Hogwarts. I should have known. I just wanted to ignore it. I knew something was going on. He was.. excited. He was angry.. And I just.. stayed.

[_notasquib]

Harry, there was no way for you to know for sure.

Besides, what could you have done?

[really_harry]

There was enough for me to have a pretty good educated fucking guess.

I'm sorry, Neville. I don't know. I'm just tired of this all. I just want it to end.