I don't really know what to say.
But I guess I should update this.
I just spent the afternoon on the Quidditch pitch with Harry. We talked about.. things. He feels guilty that he wasn't there. I wish he wouldn't. I feel guilty because I wish I hadn't been there.
But then, if I hadn't, would it have changed anything? Lorelei was already dead. But maybe Ella wouldn't have come out.. wouldn't have gotten hit if she hadn't seen me. Did she see me? I can't ask her right now, I guess.
I spent all day in Dumbledore's office, before I met with Harry. He told me Ella was in serious condition because of the combination of stunning spells and the alcohol she'd consumed.
If you've been giving people alcohol, way to go. Good job. You might have just killed a girl.
Sorry. That's not going to help anything.
As many times as the scene replays in my head, as many times as I see that terrible face laughing at me...
I got her though. I got her right in one of those evil eyes.
And maybe I should feel bad about that.
I just spent the afternoon on the Quidditch pitch with Harry. We talked about.. things. He feels guilty that he wasn't there. I wish he wouldn't. I feel guilty because I wish I hadn't been there.
But then, if I hadn't, would it have changed anything? Lorelei was already dead. But maybe Ella wouldn't have come out.. wouldn't have gotten hit if she hadn't seen me. Did she see me? I can't ask her right now, I guess.
I spent all day in Dumbledore's office, before I met with Harry. He told me Ella was in serious condition because of the combination of stunning spells and the alcohol she'd consumed.
If you've been giving people alcohol, way to go. Good job. You might have just killed a girl.
Sorry. That's not going to help anything.
As many times as the scene replays in my head, as many times as I see that terrible face laughing at me...
I got her though. I got her right in one of those evil eyes.
And maybe I should feel bad about that.