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These feelings stay with me. Despite where I may go and whom I may encounter, it always stays the same. I feel like I do these things to myself, technically I do because the feelings are mine and are uncontrollable.
I just wonder when it's going to happen. When am I going to find the one person I can share my life with, and if I'm going to find her before this ominous, foboding, death of mine happens. C'mon people, be real, it's going to happen.
My friend Steve told me that his father confered to him about the same type of feeling, although from him it was more like chicken little's "falling sky" but, he died about 2 years after his initial "sensing" of his demise.
I give myself 4 - 5 years tops.
Then I'm probablly going to die.
Big whoop.
I stepped on a nail yesterday and am going to be out of work for a day or two, (today and tomorrow) and it really fucking hurts, it almost pierced my foot. Right at the knuckle on my pinky toe. (is pinkie toe spelled pinkie or pinky??, fuck it)
I get paid today though (bleh) for a few days work, and I'm going to have some F-U-N tonight, by myself of course. Probablly going to get stoned as shit or something, or maybe something more lucrative... NO. Stay away from it. way away.
But skiing is so much fun!
I just wonder when it's going to happen. When am I going to find the one person I can share my life with, and if I'm going to find her before this ominous, foboding, death of mine happens. C'mon people, be real, it's going to happen.
My friend Steve told me that his father confered to him about the same type of feeling, although from him it was more like chicken little's "falling sky" but, he died about 2 years after his initial "sensing" of his demise.
I give myself 4 - 5 years tops.
Then I'm probablly going to die.
Big whoop.
I stepped on a nail yesterday and am going to be out of work for a day or two, (today and tomorrow) and it really fucking hurts, it almost pierced my foot. Right at the knuckle on my pinky toe. (is pinkie toe spelled pinkie or pinky??, fuck it)
I get paid today though (bleh) for a few days work, and I'm going to have some F-U-N tonight, by myself of course. Probablly going to get stoned as shit or something, or maybe something more lucrative... NO. Stay away from it. way away.
But skiing is so much fun!