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I love marijuana.
I was clean for a while, fuck it. (No I wasn't, but according to the drug tests I was, hehehehe)
Have you ever had that feeling like everythings suddenly coming to an end. I've felt that for about the past four years. Like my life is going to be over soon, not to soon, and this isn't some suicidal bullshit. It feels like either something extremley drastic, or devastating is going to happen. I don't know, I'm fucking crazy, it feels like I don't have alot of time left.
Maybe I'm going to catch cancer.....?
Fuck it.
I still want to love her, I think about somethings all the time, such as the moment I began to feel the way I do, or the first time we were together, or the devastation of our parting. I still have the capacity for love, I think.
Goodnight.
I was clean for a while, fuck it. (No I wasn't, but according to the drug tests I was, hehehehe)
Have you ever had that feeling like everythings suddenly coming to an end. I've felt that for about the past four years. Like my life is going to be over soon, not to soon, and this isn't some suicidal bullshit. It feels like either something extremley drastic, or devastating is going to happen. I don't know, I'm fucking crazy, it feels like I don't have alot of time left.
Maybe I'm going to catch cancer.....?
Fuck it.
I still want to love her, I think about somethings all the time, such as the moment I began to feel the way I do, or the first time we were together, or the devastation of our parting. I still have the capacity for love, I think.
Goodnight.