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I didn't go to school today. because, I am over it. and I fell asleep last night at 7 and didn't do any of my homework.
saturday night we went and hung out with matt, joey and bono. it was fun. we took a couple shots and some bong rips and played hide and go seek, marko polo, then drove to giggle hill and played "shark" on the monkey bars. dude it's sooo fun playing little kid games. but bono is such a fucking flirt, I swear to god he does not know how to keep his hands off of me. he's just always all over me. but he's hot, and that's what sucks. because sometimes I want to so bad but I know I never could. and it's lame. but yeah, he's hot.. and he's the only hawaiian guy I think is hot. I usually am not attracted to them at all but something about him...
on sunday we went to makena. I love that beach. we smoked 3 joints and I was so fucking tired when I came home... I just passed out. but yeah, we had to drive out into haiku to get buds first, and they picked up from zach and jamie. jamie is fucking hot. damn. hotter than when I hooked up with him. I don't think he recognized me, though, cause I was in the back of the car with my sunglasses on. he's hot. damn. so is zach, but he's taken and briana would murder me if I ever tried anything. but something about two hot brothers that look like twins because they're so identical... mm. they remind me so much of tony and matt.
I'm feeling very unmotivated and like my life is going nowhere. I'm only 15, why am I so worried about shit like that? but... I'm actually glad I am thinking about it, because nobody else my age that I know does, and they'll probably be stuck on this stupid island forever. gahh. NOT ME.
I need to do something with my life already. I want to be a musician. okay. so I suck at guitar. I need to get better at guitar. I can't sing. I need to learn how to sing. and there's no music scene whatsoever on maui, so I need to get off of maui. unfortunately I'm pretty much stuck here until my dad and kianna can come up with enough money to get me out there.
saturday night we went and hung out with matt, joey and bono. it was fun. we took a couple shots and some bong rips and played hide and go seek, marko polo, then drove to giggle hill and played "shark" on the monkey bars. dude it's sooo fun playing little kid games. but bono is such a fucking flirt, I swear to god he does not know how to keep his hands off of me. he's just always all over me. but he's hot, and that's what sucks. because sometimes I want to so bad but I know I never could. and it's lame. but yeah, he's hot.. and he's the only hawaiian guy I think is hot. I usually am not attracted to them at all but something about him...
on sunday we went to makena. I love that beach. we smoked 3 joints and I was so fucking tired when I came home... I just passed out. but yeah, we had to drive out into haiku to get buds first, and they picked up from zach and jamie. jamie is fucking hot. damn. hotter than when I hooked up with him. I don't think he recognized me, though, cause I was in the back of the car with my sunglasses on. he's hot. damn. so is zach, but he's taken and briana would murder me if I ever tried anything. but something about two hot brothers that look like twins because they're so identical... mm. they remind me so much of tony and matt.
I'm feeling very unmotivated and like my life is going nowhere. I'm only 15, why am I so worried about shit like that? but... I'm actually glad I am thinking about it, because nobody else my age that I know does, and they'll probably be stuck on this stupid island forever. gahh. NOT ME.
I need to do something with my life already. I want to be a musician. okay. so I suck at guitar. I need to get better at guitar. I can't sing. I need to learn how to sing. and there's no music scene whatsoever on maui, so I need to get off of maui. unfortunately I'm pretty much stuck here until my dad and kianna can come up with enough money to get me out there.