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Hit a nice low today, complete with typical dark thinking (see->suicidal) which resulted in me sequestering myself in my room and watching a couple episodes of Mononoke before falling asleep. Best option I had, I think, considering the extent of any harm done is slight over heating and being very very hungry. I don't think I like stagnating at home doing nothing. I miss work, as much as I hated it, but I'm trying to not rush out and do things.
On that note, I got my unemployment stuff in today, and thankfully its something live offable for now. I still will be going out and getting a proper job though, because I don't think I can stand sitting inside doing nothing like I used to be able to. Wachovia (bank of hell) is pulling shit on me again. I told them to stop an auto transfer last week or so, and lo and behold, they didn't. I'm just moving the money back into the proper account until I feel calm enough to get them on the phone and give them HELL because I DO have a receipt for the stop transfer. In turn, they didn't have the courtesy to put in the money from my last 4 checks by today, which makes my mom worry they didn't put in the bit of money she put in to cover bills. Meaning there's most likely going to be an overdraft fee on her account, which I'll inevitably cover. Don't mean to sound bitter here, as I volunteer to cover them, its just bad timing for my mood.
Mentioned earlier, I've been watching Mononoke. Delightfully creepy series and I think I want to touch the Medicine Seller inappropriately. He's fucking AWESOME. I don't care how complicated the outfit is, I want to do it, but do it well, so probably after I get my job.
Anyway, this week is almost over. It was made particularly difficult in that a friend was on vacation from work which I thought might be YAY, but overbearing people keep her from going on line, and any free time she HAS had from overbearing people has resulted in her.. not.. getting.. online.. and barely answering the phone (texting, lulz) Compounded with my raging "emo brain dumb" I obviously have taken this in the worst way possible.
But on a plus side, I've been exercising a lot. Woo, go DDRing to Adam Lambert, Owl City and Three Days Grace! To name a few.
~Nobi~
On that note, I got my unemployment stuff in today, and thankfully its something live offable for now. I still will be going out and getting a proper job though, because I don't think I can stand sitting inside doing nothing like I used to be able to. Wachovia (bank of hell) is pulling shit on me again. I told them to stop an auto transfer last week or so, and lo and behold, they didn't. I'm just moving the money back into the proper account until I feel calm enough to get them on the phone and give them HELL because I DO have a receipt for the stop transfer. In turn, they didn't have the courtesy to put in the money from my last 4 checks by today, which makes my mom worry they didn't put in the bit of money she put in to cover bills. Meaning there's most likely going to be an overdraft fee on her account, which I'll inevitably cover. Don't mean to sound bitter here, as I volunteer to cover them, its just bad timing for my mood.
Mentioned earlier, I've been watching Mononoke. Delightfully creepy series and I think I want to touch the Medicine Seller inappropriately. He's fucking AWESOME. I don't care how complicated the outfit is, I want to do it, but do it well, so probably after I get my job.
Anyway, this week is almost over. It was made particularly difficult in that a friend was on vacation from work which I thought might be YAY, but overbearing people keep her from going on line, and any free time she HAS had from overbearing people has resulted in her.. not.. getting.. online.. and barely answering the phone (texting, lulz) Compounded with my raging "emo brain dumb" I obviously have taken this in the worst way possible.
But on a plus side, I've been exercising a lot. Woo, go DDRing to Adam Lambert, Owl City and Three Days Grace! To name a few.
~Nobi~