HAPPY BiRTHDAY DAViD
happy birthday david =0) thats my boooy! =) woo hoo 19!! :) anywho, today i almost died. nasty car accident. i went to see my grandma and then i went to work with my mom to help her get stuff done bc my grandmother is going into surgery 2morow =/ im sooooooooo worried about herr =/ oh boy. so yea, johanna came over after =) she made me feel alot better about certian things. shes amazing to talk to. i was telling her how i was trying to change. bc yea, i talk too much. but ive been good lately i promise =) im really trying man. and she knoes i am. shes one of the first ppl to become my friend in CP so i really trust her with this stuff. her and roland and claudia are the only ppl i talk to about this stuff now... its been a rough week for me. this week is graduation. i have a cute outfit to wear and im excited but its hard to be happy when i feel like crap. =/ Oh and id like to let everyone knoe that im not hookin up with guys =) just FYI. anywho, yea its been bad. =/ summer is in 2 days. after tuesday i dont gotta go to school anymore. wooo! =) well im out. im tired as hell. maybe my dreams are niceer than my reality... pray for my grandmother guys, i dont know what id do without her. =/