the feeling in my gut isn't exactly cuddly

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 as a mental health project in patterns or life themes i made a list and short description of all relationships i consider significant in my life. not family or friends, more along the lines of romantic relationships, whatever that means. i've so far come up with two strong themes:
     1) another woman
     2) a feeling of attachment only when there is no chance of  real permanency

off to a good start.