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This sucks, I knew leaving for my football camp would suck, but now that I am leaving in a few hours it is worse. I really am going to miss you Jessica. More than I can describe now because I still get to see you one more time before I go, but after that it's all down hill from there. Yeah 3 whole days without seeing you may not sound like a lot of time, but it will be an eternity for me. Nothing is going to be the same, I can't wake up to your smile, I can't call you whenever I want, and I can't see you at all until I come back. Yeah, the second I set a foot on one of those vans, i will be in hell. And the worse part is that I can't turn around and come back when I really want to and I know that I will. So between the beatings that I will get (ok, and during too) I will miss you. Every night when I TRY to sleep I will miss you, when I have spare time to think I will miss you...I will miss you the whole time. I love you and will miss you more than I can say.