growing up
i dont think many people realize that the small decisions they make can greatly affect their lives. jon has gotten a huge dose of reality the past few days. he's going through majors left and right and i really hope he sticks to this one. he's gonna go nursing and then proceed to pT if he's still up for it. he's shadowing my aunt who's a PT for a week and he's gonna see. i think he'd be really good at it, but he's gonna try out nursing first. i hope it suits him. my aunt asked if he was serious about it and then she added "kamo na daguay ana, ging." hehe makes me laugh. who knows. but it would be nice :D
so it got me thinking last night. man, this is really it. i'm going to school to get a degree to work. WORK. the one thing i thought was the only difference between grown-ups and myself. i'm at the brink of losing my youth, at least i still think so. hehe. i'm 20. i feel so old. i look around and i feel as if everyone around me is so young. blah. not a good feeling. :[ it only goes up from here. my A&P teacher said that there's no need to hate being old, it only means that you've lived long. and that, my friends, had to have been the only thing he's said that i will take with me and remember.
so it got me thinking last night. man, this is really it. i'm going to school to get a degree to work. WORK. the one thing i thought was the only difference between grown-ups and myself. i'm at the brink of losing my youth, at least i still think so. hehe. i'm 20. i feel so old. i look around and i feel as if everyone around me is so young. blah. not a good feeling. :[ it only goes up from here. my A&P teacher said that there's no need to hate being old, it only means that you've lived long. and that, my friends, had to have been the only thing he's said that i will take with me and remember.