way-passed-midnight ponderings
i was just thinking about it...i've succeeded keeping away from filipinos i dont have to be around with for quite a while now. and it's all gonna change tomorrow. it's not that i dont want to be around people of the same ethnicity as me, its just that i never quite figured out what could be the possible reason that i feel so uncomfortable around them. maybe because i feel like everyone always has skeptical eyes, gazes that always give me goosebumps somehow... or maybe the fact that i've had bad experiences with people talking trash behind my back after a so-called pleasureable acquaintance. im not so sure. but tomorrow is shenna's wedding. it should be an exciting day. i'll try not to let my silly phobia ruin my day tomorrrow-- err, in about 8 hours.
anyway, today was a nice day. i watched jekyll and hyde: the musical on hbo. why do they have the baywatch dude singing in a musical?? the music industry never fails to surprise me. then jon, caryl, joshua, and i went to watch the new harry potter movie. ok so here's my two-cents worth: why cant anything good happen to the poor kid?? i mean ive never read any of the books, but it seems to me that he needs a break from helping everyone else out and have something substantially good happen to him besides the neato stuff he gets in the end of every movie (that cloak thingy, the lil broomsticks, and now the map). i mean seriously, i'm starting to feel really bad for the kid. after the movie we then made our way to run about the mall trying to find me something to wear to the wedding. ehh. nothing. for some reason i'm not fancying the style nowadays. maybe i'm just not of a trendy girl anymore... i find it very hard to follow trends and change wardrobe every couple of months with my limited amount of closet space (especially my closet in the dorm). hanging out with caryl gave me a break from being with jon all the time. not that i mind, of course, but it does get pretty redundant after a while. i mean, he and i have been together for almost two yrs now. its amazing how much we've managed not to kill each other yet. :D i love him.
i baked a chocolate cake today- for no reason whatsoever. i felt the need to do something productive and have something to actually see as a result. i found it very rewarding. not only is it very rewarding, but its doing its share in adding on to my weight problem. i think my metabolism is shutting down or i'm just failing--miserably-- at being active. pathetic isn't it. i'm resorting to working out. although it should be fun because caryl promises she has the answers for me. haha. we'll have to see. inday, your plan better work. i'm am NOT enjoying these hillary duff arms. lol.
anyway, today was a nice day. i watched jekyll and hyde: the musical on hbo. why do they have the baywatch dude singing in a musical?? the music industry never fails to surprise me. then jon, caryl, joshua, and i went to watch the new harry potter movie. ok so here's my two-cents worth: why cant anything good happen to the poor kid?? i mean ive never read any of the books, but it seems to me that he needs a break from helping everyone else out and have something substantially good happen to him besides the neato stuff he gets in the end of every movie (that cloak thingy, the lil broomsticks, and now the map). i mean seriously, i'm starting to feel really bad for the kid. after the movie we then made our way to run about the mall trying to find me something to wear to the wedding. ehh. nothing. for some reason i'm not fancying the style nowadays. maybe i'm just not of a trendy girl anymore... i find it very hard to follow trends and change wardrobe every couple of months with my limited amount of closet space (especially my closet in the dorm). hanging out with caryl gave me a break from being with jon all the time. not that i mind, of course, but it does get pretty redundant after a while. i mean, he and i have been together for almost two yrs now. its amazing how much we've managed not to kill each other yet. :D i love him.
i baked a chocolate cake today- for no reason whatsoever. i felt the need to do something productive and have something to actually see as a result. i found it very rewarding. not only is it very rewarding, but its doing its share in adding on to my weight problem. i think my metabolism is shutting down or i'm just failing--miserably-- at being active. pathetic isn't it. i'm resorting to working out. although it should be fun because caryl promises she has the answers for me. haha. we'll have to see. inday, your plan better work. i'm am NOT enjoying these hillary duff arms. lol.