May 20, 2004 22:26
ok well here's to a night singing along to dashboard. i got ditched by my oh so beloved boyfriend so this is my attempt to wallow in sorrow. i need a fricken break here. ditched two times in one day. how gay is that?? i mean come -- on. throw me a bone or something.
i went to jun-jun's house today. our dogs had their lil fun. good for them. its so crazy how different we've all gotten. i remember when jun-jun and i would spend hours in front of the tv playing tekken way back when. now he's graduating and now i just finished my first year of college. how crazy is that.
grrr!! i need to relieve myself of this anger. its not healthy. sam said she could feel my hostility through the computer. yea i can only imagine. i need to work out or do something. sometimes i wish i drink, or smoke or do pot or whatever. they have ways to get rid of their frustration. or maybe a healthier way-- become an exercise-aholic. wouldnt that be fun. damnit. no one online to talk to. no jon. i guess i'll talk to jacob.