Oct 29, 2007 19:10
i really don't know anymore.
im a hot mess.
i need someone to talk to before i straight go insane.
all i fucking do is work. all the time. during the most inconvienient hours, too. and i work alone which is no help. when christie is here she's too busy chasing the boys around since they're all B A D bad.
i hear people mumble shit about me under their breath. whatever. i decided im going to try not to care anymore. OH already tried that and people end up hurt. me more than anyone.
fuck this. i need some kind of sign that its impossible to be oblivious to.
oh, and mana and i aren't really good friends anymore. in the past 2 months, i've talked to/ seen her only 2 times. no type of interaction whatsoever. none. oh yeah, we had a strong friendship, lemmee tell ya....