I push my hands through the thorns just to crush the final rose
sooooo haven't updated since november. wow. so basically im still anxious all the time. I feel like im doing the right thing in my life but in the wrong region. I've come pretty far with my body piercing apprenticeship. I love christie. she explains everything to me so that I understand and helps me soooo much. she let me perform my first real body piercing on her. it was her navel if you must know. she says by summer I should be in full swing with it :]
ericka is doing really well for herself. she finished bootcamp mid february and we all went up to chicago to visit her. she's now in mississippi for schooling then she gets to come back home for a few weeks then she's off to california. I wish I was off to california :[. she did however invite me to stay with her whenever and however often I'd like. I just want to finish up my piercing apprenticeship then have enough money saved up to just go out and support myself. I neeeed to find someone I can stay with until I'm on my feet while i'm out there. it'll happen I just don't know when.
my birthday is in 3 months and either I'm taking a trip to LA or I'm getting a dog. one of the two WILL happen because I have my heart set on them. with that being said, its been a year since I've taken a trip out that way and needless to say I miss it with everything in me and I still think about it constantly.
no one else seems to understand this obsession but whatever.
I still need a friend though. jdf
ugh
ericka is doing really well for herself. she finished bootcamp mid february and we all went up to chicago to visit her. she's now in mississippi for schooling then she gets to come back home for a few weeks then she's off to california. I wish I was off to california :[. she did however invite me to stay with her whenever and however often I'd like. I just want to finish up my piercing apprenticeship then have enough money saved up to just go out and support myself. I neeeed to find someone I can stay with until I'm on my feet while i'm out there. it'll happen I just don't know when.
my birthday is in 3 months and either I'm taking a trip to LA or I'm getting a dog. one of the two WILL happen because I have my heart set on them. with that being said, its been a year since I've taken a trip out that way and needless to say I miss it with everything in me and I still think about it constantly.
no one else seems to understand this obsession but whatever.
I still need a friend though. jdf
ugh