Mar 14, 2009 11:27
i am..
coping..
to the best of my ability
but..
sometimes..more often than not
nevermind that. ALL THE TIME. All the fucking time!
the realization
the fact
the pain i go through knowing full well..
that..
you no longer want me to be part of your life is too overwhelming to bare..
alcohol is my escape of choice.
the burn of whiskey down my throat puts a temporary pause on my heartache.