take comfort in your friends...

[_miller_time_]

hey ya'll. how is everyone doing? alright, i hope. as for me, well, it's kind of up in the air. i'm having the best time at school. i've met some really awesome people and my classes are pretty good. the thing is though, i feel so distant. this feeling is kind of a sudden thing, it just popped up this weekend out of nowhere i suppose. don't get me wrong, i'm not homesick, though i do love my home. i'm more people-sick. i feel helpless being away from everyone... well actually, maybe i said that wrong. i feel helpless with those who need my help i guess. there is one person in particular who is going through a rough time, and i just do not know what to do. i can't run to them and engulf them in my arms, because i don't care who you are - hugs do help. my words are no longer reassuring. i mean, i just don't know how to assure someone of something if i can't even assure myself. i have a constant anxiety that rushes through my body when i think of this person. it's so bad sometimes that i feel sick. i fear for them, and i feel for them. but that does not help, no matter how much i want it to. it's almost as though i feel guilty about having fun here while they're back home feeling whatever it is they're feeling. i guess all i have left to say is that the sun will come out tomorrow... whether you can see it or not.

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miller