I'm confused... and that's all I can say everything that's happened in my life the past two weeks.

I'm sitting in an internet cafe in San Marcos pondering the outcome of a decision. For the last three months I've dated someone who's shown me what it's like to love again, and who I've felt comfy enough to let myself love and be loved... Three months doesn't sound like a long time, but time is relative, and no one can judge another's heart ( Read more... )

Knowledge:

1. The state or fact of knowing.
2. Familiarity, awareness, or understanding gained through experience or study.
3. The sum or range of what has been perceived, discovered, or learned.
4. Learning; erudition: teachers of great knowledge.
5. Specific information about something.
6. Carnal knowledge.

Belief::

1. The mental act, condition, or habit of ( Read more... )

Any suggestions on how to break it.

I haven't writen any new songs in a while!!! And I getting mad about it!!!

What did I do to deserve this... ?

Once again I've played the fool, put myself out there to be publicly humiliated infront of everyone ( Read more... )

What am I doing... I mean I know I care, but I didn't think I cared this much. I mean I have no clue what to do anymore, and patience is not a fun game. And now I have to sit and wait. SO... while I wait I'll think...

You're NOT the flavor of the week... PERIOD!!! I'm not going to drop you at the curb like yesterdays garbage. That's not going to ( Read more... )

It's been along time since I've actually had something to write about, or even thought about something enough to make me want to write it down.

I have often contemplated if a another person just like me exists, or someone just like one of my friends exists. Even more so I've been very skeptical to think that some just like my first love exists. ( Read more... )