i hate my mind

[_maybemem0ries_]

i can't help how i'm feeling right now. there is this huge overwhelming feeling of hopelesness and lonlieness. it's like i'm programmed to always look at the negatives of every situation, and focus on those instead of the positives. i can't ever just be happy with myself, or with the way my life is going. i've been holding this in for a couple of

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[ankh4me]

i know this isn't what you wanna hear, but i do completely understand what you are going through. i've been down that road so often i got to the point where i thought there really was no other feelings to feel and i hit rock bottom. i sincerely hope you never fall as deep into all the depression as i did. what i just want you to know is that you are definately not alone and things will improve, you just need to hold on for a little bit longer. and if you ever come to the point where you're hangin off that cliff and you consider letting go, or even if you just need to talk for whatever reason, please don't hesitate to call me or any of your friends for that matter. i know everyone wants you to feel better, and i also know just writing it in a little comment won't do much good, but don't forget we're all here to help eachother get through the tough part of our lives, so don't sit through this alone. (i'm sorry if this sounds cliche, all i know is that it's the truth)

[yaloobloocpat]

Matt, I hate to see you like this, I've known you longer than anyone in this town, and I can't stand for you to be so unhappy, this town does suck, high school got old about 3 years ago, and college will be better, please just make it to that point, I know it must suck feeling helpless and depressed, but we're all here if you ever need us, you can talk to me whenever you need to

[juicyorange06]

Well believe you me. We'll all miss you too! <3

i kno that feelin

[anonymous]

awww matt i wuv u!!! -emmie

Bah!

[kmaho]

First few comments are too long. Sorry if I happen to ramble something that was said, but I don't feel like reading that junk from people I don't know. :P

Ok, same boat here kinda. Maybe not to quite the extent of hating myself, but lasting depression here. For the last few months I've done nothing but school >> work >> home >> school >> work >> home >> ... you get the point. Nothin' ever seems to go my way, but there's inspiration to be had all over. Try finding some good books, upbeat songs, etc. I recommend Phantom Planet and Jamiroquai for some good quality upbeat stuff. Not the type of music most would like though. Jamiroquai at least. I just started reading the book Five People You Meet In Heaven and it seems like a good book, something you may find beneficial. Check out some comments on Amazon or something. Take care, man.

~k