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fuzylumpkins230: yeahup
fuzylumpkins230: pain in my ass
fuzylumpkins230: alright
punkrockhype: yeah
fuzylumpkins230: you know what i get to say next
punkrockhype: i know
fuzylumpkins230: goodbye
punkrockhype: evan
fuzylumpkins230: yes'm
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: i hate this
fuzylumpkins230: what?
fuzylumpkins230: how can you hate nothing?
punkrockhype: how is it nothing?
fuzylumpkins230: i dont know
fuzylumpkins230: i dont see you
fuzylumpkins230: i dont really talk to you
punkrockhype: i know that
punkrockhype: i don't know what is wrong with me still
fuzylumpkins230: what do you mean?
fuzylumpkins230: you are just fine
punkrockhype: no
fuzylumpkins230: well care to explain?
punkrockhype: it's been five weeks and i still can't shake you
punkrockhype: like
punkrockhype: you have no idea
punkrockhype: i dont' know why i'm telling you
punkrockhype: it probably doesn't matter to you
fuzylumpkins230: sure you can
fuzylumpkins230: you have shaken me
punkrockhype: no, evan
fuzylumpkins230: you just havn't shaken the feeling of being in a relationship
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: evan
fuzylumpkins230: I have treated you like complete shit
punkrockhype: i know that
fuzylumpkins230: you should and are way over me
punkrockhype: no
fuzylumpkins230: should be
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i'm not
punkrockhype: i know i probably should be
punkrockhype: lol
punkrockhype: even when i tried to talk to you today
punkrockhype: you were just like "hi. what do you want"
punkrockhype: i know you hate taking to me
punkrockhype: i can feel it
punkrockhype: and i hate myself for talking to you and doing these things
fuzylumpkins230: okay that is garbage
fuzylumpkins230: you can't feel anything
fuzylumpkins230: over the internet
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i felt it in the way you looked at me
punkrockhype: in the car
punkrockhype: that half smile
punkrockhype: where you curled your lip and nodded at me
punkrockhype: you were like
punkrockhype: "so this is how it is"
punkrockhype: "this is how it's gonna be"
punkrockhype: and there was so much i wanted to say to you
punkrockhype: but i was too scared to even move
punkrockhype: or breathe
fuzylumpkins230: well you have that chance now
fuzylumpkins230: and you have nothing to say other than you can't shake me
fuzylumpkins230: so
fuzylumpkins230: i don't really understand where you are coming from
punkrockhype: yeah.. i know
punkrockhype: goodnight
punkrockhype: i dont' know why i came to your house
punkrockhype: but i just needed to talk to you
punkrockhype: i don't know what i would have said at all
punkrockhype: so when you asked me why i came
fuzylumpkins230: okay
punkrockhype: that's why i didn' have an answer
fuzylumpkins230: ahh
punkrockhype: but of course, you're always just leaving and having to do something or go somewhere else
fuzylumpkins230: okay well this makes a bit more sense
punkrockhype: i guess
fuzylumpkins230: not always
fuzylumpkins230: you just happened to catch me
fuzylumpkins230: at exactly
fuzylumpkins230: the wrong time
punkrockhype: every time.
fuzylumpkins230: twenty minutes earlier
fuzylumpkins230: and i wouldnt have been on my way to lacrosse
punkrockhype: i doubt twenty minutes would have been enough
punkrockhype: i don't know what it is evan
punkrockhype: you obviously have let go of this a lot more than i have
punkrockhype: how did you do it?
fuzylumpkins230: umm
fuzylumpkins230: there is no formally
fuzylumpkins230: formula
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
fuzylumpkins230: for life
fuzylumpkins230: or love
fuzylumpkins230: it just happens
fuzylumpkins230: there are no explanations
fuzylumpkins230: no reasons
punkrockhype: yeah
punkrockhype: but everything that you did made so much sense to me
fuzylumpkins230: bleh
fuzylumpkins230: i am really dumb
fuzylumpkins230: seriously
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: really
fuzylumpkins230: okay well whatever
fuzylumpkins230: i am not worth a shit
fuzylumpkins230: that is why my grades are horrible rightnow
fuzylumpkins230: and
fuzylumpkins230: that is why
fuzylumpkins230: i am no good at golf
fuzylumpkins230: etc, etc,
fuzylumpkins230: i could list reasons upon reasons
punkrockhype: wow lol you think those little things matter at all?
fuzylumpkins230: as to why you shouldnt give a shit about me
fuzylumpkins230: i do have to go though
fuzylumpkins230: so you be good okay?
fuzylumpkins230: i have to finish up this economics supplement thing
fuzylumpkins230: goodnight
punkrockhype: evan
punkrockhype: can i see you this weekend?
fuzylumpkins230: maybe???
fuzylumpkins230: i have alot of shit to do
fuzylumpkins230: but maybe
punkrockhype: i really just
punkrockhype: need to
fuzylumpkins230: why?
fuzylumpkins230: i won't know what to say to you?
fuzylumpkins230: and what are you going to say to me?
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: but i know that how i feel now
punkrockhype: just isn't right
punkrockhype: it isn't who i want to be
fuzylumpkins230: okay
fuzylumpkins230: well i am not sure i can help you with that?
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: you have to
punkrockhype: because it's you
punkrockhype: you're exactly what's wrong with me
fuzylumpkins230: huh?
punkrockhype: i dont' know
punkrockhype: i just can't do this anymore
punkrockhype: i can't break down and cry every time i think about you
punkrockhype: it's just not what i want to do
fuzylumpkins230: well obviously
fuzylumpkins230: that isnt good
fuzylumpkins230: for anyone
fuzylumpkins230: isnt healthy
punkrockhype: i know that!
punkrockhype: do you think
punkrockhype: that i actually want to hold onto you
punkrockhype: and remember everything
punkrockhype: and be scared
punkrockhype: to let myself think
fuzylumpkins230: is that a question?
punkrockhype: i don't know
fuzylumpkins230: okay
punkrockhype: rhetorical if anything, i suppose
fuzylumpkins230: well honestly i have to go
punkrockhype: i mean, it's bad enough not knowing where i stand
punkrockhype: but then you dont' tell me the truth about yourself
fuzylumpkins230: okay
fuzylumpkins230: keep going
punkrockhype: okay
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: go
punkrockhype: work on your homework
fuzylumpkins230: i dont tell you the truth about myself?
punkrockhype: i don't know evan
fuzylumpkins230: okay well i don't knows won't do my economics homework
punkrockhype: what?
fuzylumpkins230: hahha
fuzylumpkins230: nvm
punkrockhype: lol mmmm k?
fuzylumpkins230: :-P
fuzylumpkins230: cheer up a bit
fuzylumpkins230: and don't tell me you arnt happy with all your friends
fuzylumpkins230: and that your life is so horrible without me
fuzylumpkins230: because you have alot going
punkrockhype: i know
fuzylumpkins230: that is worth way more than i guy ever will be
punkrockhype: well
fuzylumpkins230: a guy
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i wouldn't say that
punkrockhype: but
fuzylumpkins230: so see
punkrockhype: happiness is when you're about to go to sleep
punkrockhype: and you smile
fuzylumpkins230: things arnt as bad as you claim
punkrockhype: and you think about your life and your friends and you smile and feel loved
punkrockhype: and when i go to sleep
punkrockhype: all i see is what i'm 'missing
punkrockhype: all i remember are the little things that you said to me
punkrockhype: and it's everywhere
punkrockhype: and i hate it
punkrockhype: i think.. why did we have to do so mmuch
fuzylumpkins230: good problem solved
punkrockhype: and go so many places
fuzylumpkins230: you hate me
fuzylumpkins230: yay!
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: i don't lol
punkrockhype: i love you
fuzylumpkins230: :-P
fuzylumpkins230: you just said so
fuzylumpkins230: alright well
fuzylumpkins230: take your hole ridden logic
fuzylumpkins230: and go wonder off to sleepy land
fuzylumpkins230: and maybe tommorow it will all be better
punkrockhype: evan
fuzylumpkins230: that is my name
fuzylumpkins230: yes this is true
fuzylumpkins230: i am glad you know how to spell it
fuzylumpkins230: otherwise i might be a little worried about oyu
fuzylumpkins230: you
punkrockhype: you were right
fuzylumpkins230: what?
fuzylumpkins230: what was i right about?
fuzylumpkins230: tell me
fuzylumpkins230: jesus god i was right
fuzylumpkins230: at some point
punkrockhype: lol
punkrockhype: you said
punkrockhype: the way that i looked at you
fuzylumpkins230: what divine intervention has done such a thing?
fuzylumpkins230: was hopeful
fuzylumpkins230: yeah
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: no one can see right through me like you do
fuzylumpkins230: bleh
fuzylumpkins230: sure they can
punkrockhype: no
fuzylumpkins230: an x ray doctor man can
fuzylumpkins230: (:
punkrockhype: lol
fuzylumpkins230: :-P
fuzylumpkins230: got ya on that one
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: i say so much to you
fuzylumpkins230: which means it is time for my curtain call
punkrockhype: and all you can say is "you'll be alright you'll be fine blah blah blah"
punkrockhype: and you never tell me how you are
punkrockhype: or how you feel towards me
punkrockhype: at least you've yet to tell me the truth
fuzylumpkins230: i dont know how i feel about anything
fuzylumpkins230: or anyone
fuzylumpkins230: well okay
fuzylumpkins230: that isnt true at all
fuzylumpkins230: i certainly
fuzylumpkins230: dont have any feelings for you any longer
punkrockhype: okay
fuzylumpkins230: although what we had wwas truly amazing
fuzylumpkins230: for some reason
fuzylumpkins230: the way i felt
fuzylumpkins230: towards the end
fuzylumpkins230: wasn't right
punkrockhype: i konw
punkrockhype: i didnt' feelright at times either
fuzylumpkins230: you just
fuzylumpkins230: weren't who i fell in love with
fuzylumpkins230: or at least maybe i changed
fuzylumpkins230: whatever it may have been
fuzylumpkins230: i couldnt feel the way i used to
fuzylumpkins230: i couldnt sit next to you
fuzylumpkins230: and just feel on fire
fuzylumpkins230: more or less
fuzylumpkins230: just absolutely
fuzylumpkins230: out of my mind
fuzylumpkins230: crazy for you
fuzylumpkins230: and that wasn't fair to you
fuzylumpkins230: it wasn't fair to continue leading you in that direction
fuzylumpkins230: because i knew you cared so so so much for me
punkrockhype: when
punkrockhype: did you start to feel that way?
fuzylumpkins230: a month before we broke up
punkrockhype: exactly?
fuzylumpkins230: so two weeks or so before i left
fuzylumpkins230: no
fuzylumpkins230: no exact date
punkrockhype: but probably
fuzylumpkins230: there was no time of death
punkrockhype: after i broke up with you the second time
fuzylumpkins230: yeah
punkrockhype: yeah
punkrockhype: i knew
punkrockhype: i knew
punkrockhype: and that why i became so desperate
punkrockhype: i needed so much for things to be the same between us
punkrockhype: that i refused to accept that they could not be
punkrockhype: that i had hurt you too much
fuzylumpkins230: yeahup
punkrockhype: for you to love me again
punkrockhype: i knew it
punkrockhype: you just couldn't let me hold your heart
punkrockhype: because i had hurt it too much
fuzylumpkins230: no that would be really painful
fuzylumpkins230: i would most likely die
fuzylumpkins230: unless you had the jesus power
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i wish lol
punkrockhype: yeah
punkrockhype: but no
punkrockhype: i knew
fuzylumpkins230: okay that is creeps
punkrockhype: i absolutely
punkrockhype: knew that
fuzylumpkins230: well yeah
fuzylumpkins230: that is how i feel
punkrockhype: it was so weird though
punkrockhype: because in that month
fuzylumpkins230: but i certainly don't not like talking to you
fuzylumpkins230: just the fact
fuzylumpkins230: that you always end up
fuzylumpkins230: doing this kind of thing
fuzylumpkins230: were you tell me that you love
fuzylumpkins230: me
fuzylumpkins230: and can't let me go
punkrockhype: i know
punkrockhype: i'm sorry
fuzylumpkins230: and i know that you really can
fuzylumpkins230: and it hurts me to see you like this
fuzylumpkins230: because there is so much more out there for you
fuzylumpkins230: so many guys
fuzylumpkins230: that would love to hold you in their arms
punkrockhype: i know....
punkrockhype: that's what everyone keeps telling me
punkrockhype: and
punkrockhype: in moments likel this
punkrockhype: i can see it
punkrockhype: i really can
punkrockhype: and it makes so much sense
punkrockhype: but lol
punkrockhype: i don't know lol
punkrockhype: sometimes i am just fucking crazy
punkrockhype: and i wish that i could stop but i really just cannot control myself
punkrockhype: and i know that it makes no sense
punkrockhype: and i know that you think it is so pathetic
punkrockhype: and you think i'm psycho
punkrockhype: it's embarassing
punkrockhype: i don't love you
punkrockhype: but i loved what we were
punkrockhype: i was so in love with what we were
fuzylumpkins230: yeah
punkrockhype: and
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: i knew that you weren't talking to me
punkrockhype: because you were scared we'd fall into this trap again
punkrockhype: but it would be even worse
punkrockhype: beacuse of all this baggage that came with us being together before
punkrockhype: and i know
punkrockhype: that it will never be that way with us again
punkrockhype: and that you have moved on
punkrockhype: at least mostly moved on
punkrockhype: my computer is dying.
punkrockhype: ill ttyl
fuzylumpkins230: okay
fuzylumpkins230: pain in my ass
fuzylumpkins230: alright
punkrockhype: yeah
fuzylumpkins230: you know what i get to say next
punkrockhype: i know
fuzylumpkins230: goodbye
punkrockhype: evan
fuzylumpkins230: yes'm
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: i hate this
fuzylumpkins230: what?
fuzylumpkins230: how can you hate nothing?
punkrockhype: how is it nothing?
fuzylumpkins230: i dont know
fuzylumpkins230: i dont see you
fuzylumpkins230: i dont really talk to you
punkrockhype: i know that
punkrockhype: i don't know what is wrong with me still
fuzylumpkins230: what do you mean?
fuzylumpkins230: you are just fine
punkrockhype: no
fuzylumpkins230: well care to explain?
punkrockhype: it's been five weeks and i still can't shake you
punkrockhype: like
punkrockhype: you have no idea
punkrockhype: i dont' know why i'm telling you
punkrockhype: it probably doesn't matter to you
fuzylumpkins230: sure you can
fuzylumpkins230: you have shaken me
punkrockhype: no, evan
fuzylumpkins230: you just havn't shaken the feeling of being in a relationship
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: evan
fuzylumpkins230: I have treated you like complete shit
punkrockhype: i know that
fuzylumpkins230: you should and are way over me
punkrockhype: no
fuzylumpkins230: should be
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i'm not
punkrockhype: i know i probably should be
punkrockhype: lol
punkrockhype: even when i tried to talk to you today
punkrockhype: you were just like "hi. what do you want"
punkrockhype: i know you hate taking to me
punkrockhype: i can feel it
punkrockhype: and i hate myself for talking to you and doing these things
fuzylumpkins230: okay that is garbage
fuzylumpkins230: you can't feel anything
fuzylumpkins230: over the internet
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i felt it in the way you looked at me
punkrockhype: in the car
punkrockhype: that half smile
punkrockhype: where you curled your lip and nodded at me
punkrockhype: you were like
punkrockhype: "so this is how it is"
punkrockhype: "this is how it's gonna be"
punkrockhype: and there was so much i wanted to say to you
punkrockhype: but i was too scared to even move
punkrockhype: or breathe
fuzylumpkins230: well you have that chance now
fuzylumpkins230: and you have nothing to say other than you can't shake me
fuzylumpkins230: so
fuzylumpkins230: i don't really understand where you are coming from
punkrockhype: yeah.. i know
punkrockhype: goodnight
punkrockhype: i dont' know why i came to your house
punkrockhype: but i just needed to talk to you
punkrockhype: i don't know what i would have said at all
punkrockhype: so when you asked me why i came
fuzylumpkins230: okay
punkrockhype: that's why i didn' have an answer
fuzylumpkins230: ahh
punkrockhype: but of course, you're always just leaving and having to do something or go somewhere else
fuzylumpkins230: okay well this makes a bit more sense
punkrockhype: i guess
fuzylumpkins230: not always
fuzylumpkins230: you just happened to catch me
fuzylumpkins230: at exactly
fuzylumpkins230: the wrong time
punkrockhype: every time.
fuzylumpkins230: twenty minutes earlier
fuzylumpkins230: and i wouldnt have been on my way to lacrosse
punkrockhype: i doubt twenty minutes would have been enough
punkrockhype: i don't know what it is evan
punkrockhype: you obviously have let go of this a lot more than i have
punkrockhype: how did you do it?
fuzylumpkins230: umm
fuzylumpkins230: there is no formally
fuzylumpkins230: formula
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
fuzylumpkins230: for life
fuzylumpkins230: or love
fuzylumpkins230: it just happens
fuzylumpkins230: there are no explanations
fuzylumpkins230: no reasons
punkrockhype: yeah
punkrockhype: but everything that you did made so much sense to me
fuzylumpkins230: bleh
fuzylumpkins230: i am really dumb
fuzylumpkins230: seriously
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: really
fuzylumpkins230: okay well whatever
fuzylumpkins230: i am not worth a shit
fuzylumpkins230: that is why my grades are horrible rightnow
fuzylumpkins230: and
fuzylumpkins230: that is why
fuzylumpkins230: i am no good at golf
fuzylumpkins230: etc, etc,
fuzylumpkins230: i could list reasons upon reasons
punkrockhype: wow lol you think those little things matter at all?
fuzylumpkins230: as to why you shouldnt give a shit about me
fuzylumpkins230: i do have to go though
fuzylumpkins230: so you be good okay?
fuzylumpkins230: i have to finish up this economics supplement thing
fuzylumpkins230: goodnight
punkrockhype: evan
punkrockhype: can i see you this weekend?
fuzylumpkins230: maybe???
fuzylumpkins230: i have alot of shit to do
fuzylumpkins230: but maybe
punkrockhype: i really just
punkrockhype: need to
fuzylumpkins230: why?
fuzylumpkins230: i won't know what to say to you?
fuzylumpkins230: and what are you going to say to me?
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: but i know that how i feel now
punkrockhype: just isn't right
punkrockhype: it isn't who i want to be
fuzylumpkins230: okay
fuzylumpkins230: well i am not sure i can help you with that?
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: you have to
punkrockhype: because it's you
punkrockhype: you're exactly what's wrong with me
fuzylumpkins230: huh?
punkrockhype: i dont' know
punkrockhype: i just can't do this anymore
punkrockhype: i can't break down and cry every time i think about you
punkrockhype: it's just not what i want to do
fuzylumpkins230: well obviously
fuzylumpkins230: that isnt good
fuzylumpkins230: for anyone
fuzylumpkins230: isnt healthy
punkrockhype: i know that!
punkrockhype: do you think
punkrockhype: that i actually want to hold onto you
punkrockhype: and remember everything
punkrockhype: and be scared
punkrockhype: to let myself think
fuzylumpkins230: is that a question?
punkrockhype: i don't know
fuzylumpkins230: okay
punkrockhype: rhetorical if anything, i suppose
fuzylumpkins230: well honestly i have to go
punkrockhype: i mean, it's bad enough not knowing where i stand
punkrockhype: but then you dont' tell me the truth about yourself
fuzylumpkins230: okay
fuzylumpkins230: keep going
punkrockhype: okay
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: go
punkrockhype: work on your homework
fuzylumpkins230: i dont tell you the truth about myself?
punkrockhype: i don't know evan
fuzylumpkins230: okay well i don't knows won't do my economics homework
punkrockhype: what?
fuzylumpkins230: hahha
fuzylumpkins230: nvm
punkrockhype: lol mmmm k?
fuzylumpkins230: :-P
fuzylumpkins230: cheer up a bit
fuzylumpkins230: and don't tell me you arnt happy with all your friends
fuzylumpkins230: and that your life is so horrible without me
fuzylumpkins230: because you have alot going
punkrockhype: i know
fuzylumpkins230: that is worth way more than i guy ever will be
punkrockhype: well
fuzylumpkins230: a guy
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i wouldn't say that
punkrockhype: but
fuzylumpkins230: so see
punkrockhype: happiness is when you're about to go to sleep
punkrockhype: and you smile
fuzylumpkins230: things arnt as bad as you claim
punkrockhype: and you think about your life and your friends and you smile and feel loved
punkrockhype: and when i go to sleep
punkrockhype: all i see is what i'm 'missing
punkrockhype: all i remember are the little things that you said to me
punkrockhype: and it's everywhere
punkrockhype: and i hate it
punkrockhype: i think.. why did we have to do so mmuch
fuzylumpkins230: good problem solved
punkrockhype: and go so many places
fuzylumpkins230: you hate me
fuzylumpkins230: yay!
punkrockhype: no
punkrockhype: i don't lol
punkrockhype: i love you
fuzylumpkins230: :-P
fuzylumpkins230: you just said so
fuzylumpkins230: alright well
fuzylumpkins230: take your hole ridden logic
fuzylumpkins230: and go wonder off to sleepy land
fuzylumpkins230: and maybe tommorow it will all be better
punkrockhype: evan
fuzylumpkins230: that is my name
fuzylumpkins230: yes this is true
fuzylumpkins230: i am glad you know how to spell it
fuzylumpkins230: otherwise i might be a little worried about oyu
fuzylumpkins230: you
punkrockhype: you were right
fuzylumpkins230: what?
fuzylumpkins230: what was i right about?
fuzylumpkins230: tell me
fuzylumpkins230: jesus god i was right
fuzylumpkins230: at some point
punkrockhype: lol
punkrockhype: you said
punkrockhype: the way that i looked at you
fuzylumpkins230: what divine intervention has done such a thing?
fuzylumpkins230: was hopeful
fuzylumpkins230: yeah
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: no one can see right through me like you do
fuzylumpkins230: bleh
fuzylumpkins230: sure they can
punkrockhype: no
fuzylumpkins230: an x ray doctor man can
fuzylumpkins230: (:
punkrockhype: lol
fuzylumpkins230: :-P
fuzylumpkins230: got ya on that one
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: i say so much to you
fuzylumpkins230: which means it is time for my curtain call
punkrockhype: and all you can say is "you'll be alright you'll be fine blah blah blah"
punkrockhype: and you never tell me how you are
punkrockhype: or how you feel towards me
punkrockhype: at least you've yet to tell me the truth
fuzylumpkins230: i dont know how i feel about anything
fuzylumpkins230: or anyone
fuzylumpkins230: well okay
fuzylumpkins230: that isnt true at all
fuzylumpkins230: i certainly
fuzylumpkins230: dont have any feelings for you any longer
punkrockhype: okay
fuzylumpkins230: although what we had wwas truly amazing
fuzylumpkins230: for some reason
fuzylumpkins230: the way i felt
fuzylumpkins230: towards the end
fuzylumpkins230: wasn't right
punkrockhype: i konw
punkrockhype: i didnt' feelright at times either
fuzylumpkins230: you just
fuzylumpkins230: weren't who i fell in love with
fuzylumpkins230: or at least maybe i changed
fuzylumpkins230: whatever it may have been
fuzylumpkins230: i couldnt feel the way i used to
fuzylumpkins230: i couldnt sit next to you
fuzylumpkins230: and just feel on fire
fuzylumpkins230: more or less
fuzylumpkins230: just absolutely
fuzylumpkins230: out of my mind
fuzylumpkins230: crazy for you
fuzylumpkins230: and that wasn't fair to you
fuzylumpkins230: it wasn't fair to continue leading you in that direction
fuzylumpkins230: because i knew you cared so so so much for me
punkrockhype: when
punkrockhype: did you start to feel that way?
fuzylumpkins230: a month before we broke up
punkrockhype: exactly?
fuzylumpkins230: so two weeks or so before i left
fuzylumpkins230: no
fuzylumpkins230: no exact date
punkrockhype: but probably
fuzylumpkins230: there was no time of death
punkrockhype: after i broke up with you the second time
fuzylumpkins230: yeah
punkrockhype: yeah
punkrockhype: i knew
punkrockhype: i knew
punkrockhype: and that why i became so desperate
punkrockhype: i needed so much for things to be the same between us
punkrockhype: that i refused to accept that they could not be
punkrockhype: that i had hurt you too much
fuzylumpkins230: yeahup
punkrockhype: for you to love me again
punkrockhype: i knew it
punkrockhype: you just couldn't let me hold your heart
punkrockhype: because i had hurt it too much
fuzylumpkins230: no that would be really painful
fuzylumpkins230: i would most likely die
fuzylumpkins230: unless you had the jesus power
fuzylumpkins230: sorry
punkrockhype: i wish lol
punkrockhype: yeah
punkrockhype: but no
punkrockhype: i knew
fuzylumpkins230: okay that is creeps
punkrockhype: i absolutely
punkrockhype: knew that
fuzylumpkins230: well yeah
fuzylumpkins230: that is how i feel
punkrockhype: it was so weird though
punkrockhype: because in that month
fuzylumpkins230: but i certainly don't not like talking to you
fuzylumpkins230: just the fact
fuzylumpkins230: that you always end up
fuzylumpkins230: doing this kind of thing
fuzylumpkins230: were you tell me that you love
fuzylumpkins230: me
fuzylumpkins230: and can't let me go
punkrockhype: i know
punkrockhype: i'm sorry
fuzylumpkins230: and i know that you really can
fuzylumpkins230: and it hurts me to see you like this
fuzylumpkins230: because there is so much more out there for you
fuzylumpkins230: so many guys
fuzylumpkins230: that would love to hold you in their arms
punkrockhype: i know....
punkrockhype: that's what everyone keeps telling me
punkrockhype: and
punkrockhype: in moments likel this
punkrockhype: i can see it
punkrockhype: i really can
punkrockhype: and it makes so much sense
punkrockhype: but lol
punkrockhype: i don't know lol
punkrockhype: sometimes i am just fucking crazy
punkrockhype: and i wish that i could stop but i really just cannot control myself
punkrockhype: and i know that it makes no sense
punkrockhype: and i know that you think it is so pathetic
punkrockhype: and you think i'm psycho
punkrockhype: it's embarassing
punkrockhype: i don't love you
punkrockhype: but i loved what we were
punkrockhype: i was so in love with what we were
fuzylumpkins230: yeah
punkrockhype: and
punkrockhype: i don't know
punkrockhype: i knew that you weren't talking to me
punkrockhype: because you were scared we'd fall into this trap again
punkrockhype: but it would be even worse
punkrockhype: beacuse of all this baggage that came with us being together before
punkrockhype: and i know
punkrockhype: that it will never be that way with us again
punkrockhype: and that you have moved on
punkrockhype: at least mostly moved on
punkrockhype: my computer is dying.
punkrockhype: ill ttyl
fuzylumpkins230: okay