What is right.
Looking back on my previous entries... wow. I'm really pathetic. I guess it's hard to be strong when you've basically no one beside you...
Well, it's not like I deserve anyone's help or support or anything.
I've done alot of horrible things in the past and I've made terrible decisions... these are all things that I regret deeply and am sorry for, things that have hurt me in return. But, now, I'm hoping that I can find a way to redeem myself, to really destroy that tempting and bitter darkness of mine.
Forgiveness would be something very nice to recieve, but something I don't deserve. I just want everyone to know that I am sorry, and I would bleed myself to death to at least try to make up for it all...
I won't waver. I won't waver now... I'm not playing the good/evil game. I just want to do what's right.
I hope that this is the right path.
Well, it's not like I deserve anyone's help or support or anything.
I've done alot of horrible things in the past and I've made terrible decisions... these are all things that I regret deeply and am sorry for, things that have hurt me in return. But, now, I'm hoping that I can find a way to redeem myself, to really destroy that tempting and bitter darkness of mine.
Forgiveness would be something very nice to recieve, but something I don't deserve. I just want everyone to know that I am sorry, and I would bleed myself to death to at least try to make up for it all...
I won't waver. I won't waver now... I'm not playing the good/evil game. I just want to do what's right.
I hope that this is the right path.