If I put my thoughts together, they might keep each other company...
Why...? That wasn't how it was supposed to go... So many feelings... so many. Too many. It feels good to hurt someone. Feels very good... very, VERY good. But, at the same time, to make someone smile feels good too... laughter is nice. Failure is no good, though. I very much dislike failure. Sitchstichstichstichstichtich... I wanted to. I was gonna shut you up, canary. Close your handsome mouth for good. Let you die very slowly... the idea made me happy. Happy, happy! Can't I be happy? I was so sure. I hate promises. Look now. Look at me now. I'm not sure what I am now... what I want... what I need. I am weak, but, I wish I was strong... strong enough to destroy the world. I'd kill all of you. Everyone. Nothing would be the only thing to exist. I wouldn't have to worry anymore, wouldn't have to ache like this. What do I do? Marik, make it stop. Kill it.