May 23, 2004 01:11
Alone again, naturally.
She's right.
But no one will understand my reasoning. No one will think I care about any of this.
Fuck you Rachel for ignoring her on Thursday and treating her like shit. Don't let your hatred of me carry over to her.
I havent wanted to end this much since the hospital. I hate me all over again.
-T
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For a second there you actaully had me thinking that maybe you turned yourself around, when you starting dating Janessy. But no. You go and do things that just proves me right from the begining.
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fuck you you little whore.
ill be rid of you shortly.
-T
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I know what I'm doing. And pushing you and everyone else away is my plan.
I already told you, I'm better off alone anyways.
-T
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I feel like I should give you some input. I'm not angry, I don't hate you, I don't feel anything about the situation you've put yourself in, so maybe my neutral standpoint will bring some clarity to you or whoever else reads this.
You're a self-proclaimed "temporaryist", and I think that's a just warning to whoever wants to date you.
I think we all wanted to witness a change in you when you got a new girlfriend. In all honesty, I'd love to see you in a healthy relationship.. but you've proven to yourself and to everyone over and over that you can't do it. If you give a shit about the sake of other girls in the future, then don't bother having relationships for a while. If you like being alone, that's fine. No one should hate you for that. But they do hate you for deceiving them into thinking that you are capable of having healthy friendships/relationships with them ( ... )
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