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dear chris,
im sorry but tonight was just the last straw and i may have said some things i regreted within the minute after saying them but im not gonna take them back this time. i cant.
im too weak without so i figure this 2 weeks away from everyone, including you, might do me some good and ill be able to find out i can live without you.
i ended it horribly and im sorry but i had to break up with you and leave or i would have never been able to stick to it.
i do love you, or so i thought, and i always will remember you but im not going to want to.
i want to forget you for the next two weeks and find myself again, you were one of the reasons ive been having such a difficult time these past few months and now i need to lose the depression and let the prozac take effect rather then fighting it.
love,
laurel
im sorry but tonight was just the last straw and i may have said some things i regreted within the minute after saying them but im not gonna take them back this time. i cant.
im too weak without so i figure this 2 weeks away from everyone, including you, might do me some good and ill be able to find out i can live without you.
i ended it horribly and im sorry but i had to break up with you and leave or i would have never been able to stick to it.
i do love you, or so i thought, and i always will remember you but im not going to want to.
i want to forget you for the next two weeks and find myself again, you were one of the reasons ive been having such a difficult time these past few months and now i need to lose the depression and let the prozac take effect rather then fighting it.
love,
laurel