I told myself I wont miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you
I can't even begin to describe this summer I want to say it was "life changing", but I suppose that is a bit dramatic. I know that I have changed dramatically though...so I guess life changing could be a close to fit phrase. There have been a lot of firsts....and lasts this summer. I guess that really all doesn't make sense to anyone to me, but I know that I wouldn't take anything from the past year back at all. Even the parts that made me cry were worth the person I have become. No matter how cliche this sounds everything does really happen for a reason. I have been really stressed out lately worrying about the future, money, college, and all of the normal senior things but some recent news has (helped?) me stop worrying about everything for the most part. I mean we don't even know if we are going to be around for college millions of things could happen between now and then... so why stress. I am just going to let thins happen day by day and live in the moment. LIfe and time are so valuable and it makes me sick that some people throw everything away when others lay in bed at night praying to whatever god for just one more day. I guess that is just how the world works. It will be interesting to see how everything plays out this year, but I am not rushing anything. I want to savor my youth. I have rambled on enough for right now so I am going to head to bed. Bye <3
PS: A lot of my posts are going to be public now because I feel no reason to hide myself if you don't want to read it then don't
PS: A lot of my posts are going to be public now because I feel no reason to hide myself if you don't want to read it then don't