the wrong waylivin4thenowOctober 7 2005, 19:08:49 UTC
heres the sweetest part. i dont care anymore. and its an unbelievable feeling. i smile just thinking of it. you probably wont believe me, but i do hope your happy. maybe youll figure out why i cant be near you anymore. but you prolly dont care about that either. and im not jaded by it. not the jealous type. you guys all hate me,... whatever ya know. your not bringing me down mark- all things aside, i hope you have learned to treat your girlfriend like shes the only thing in the world by now. if not. i feel really bad for lauryn. if so. i am sorry it took all this to make you realize it. and if what i did... "ruined the world" then wfk (dont know or care who that it is) needs to get out more. though i laughed. so go ahead and dwell on the past... and be pissed. you have the right. but i am happy and having the time of my life. have a wonderful evening.
Re: the wrong waylivin4thenowOctober 8 2005, 13:39:14 UTC
just because you may go over the top on being a boyfriend, which gets verrrrry annoying, does not mean mark doesnt think the world of me. we love eachother and we are having the times of our lives as well, together. i know i made the right decision, and you're right i dont care if we can't hang out anymore, because the way you bashed mark before and after we broke up, was insane and i cant believe i put up with it for that long. i also hope you're having a great life.
just being someone thats an outsider on this whole situation. just think about who did go over the top for you and treat you like you were the world.who wouldnt want that>
unless you wanna admit to who you are, stay out of this whole situation. i dont mind your input, but if you're gonna act like an idiot and not put your name, then dont bother.
yeah you are right for me to stay out of this, and i will.All i was saying was dont get pissed at someone for caring about you. but there is a reason i cant put my name and it is defiantly not because i am an idiot. and i am not bashing mark or sticking up for kyle.. just looking at the situation in black in white>
i cant tell you why.. The only reason why he "bashed" mark was because he cared about you.the reason he seemed like he was going over the top was because he was so far away from you and that was the only way he knew how to make you seem close. and everything he said was the truth.he wasnt trying to make himself seem better than mark.
if he cared about me so much, he wouldnt have bashed mark, knowing that i was hurting after ending a ten month relationship. i never thought he was lying, but he gave me the impression that he wanted to prove himself better than mark. and i dont think someone should have to prove themselves to another if they love them. its not what love is. you're not going to see what i saw. i was in the relationship and its my opinion. you look at it differently; you werent in it.
i dont care anymore.
and its an unbelievable feeling.
i smile just thinking of it.
you probably wont believe me,
but i do hope your happy.
maybe youll figure out why i cant be near you anymore.
but you prolly dont care about that either.
and im not jaded by it.
not the jealous type.
you guys all hate me,... whatever ya know.
your not bringing me down
mark- all things aside, i hope you have learned to treat your girlfriend like shes the only thing in the world by now.
if not.
i feel really bad for lauryn.
if so.
i am sorry it took all this to make you realize it.
and if what i did...
"ruined the world" then wfk (dont know or care who that it is) needs to get out more.
though i laughed.
so go ahead and dwell on the past... and be pissed.
you have the right.
but i am happy and having the time of my life.
have a wonderful evening.
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and tell lazaro we said hi, cause we miss him =)
seriously please.
-laur
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makeing her feel good with things is one thing (mark) but doing a bunch of stupid shit constantly is the act of a idiot
im glad your having a good time kyle cuz im having alot of fun to with lauryn
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so whats the reason you cant put your name in?
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The only reason why he "bashed" mark was because he cared about you.the reason he seemed like he was going over the top was because he was so far away from you and that was the only way he knew how to make you seem close. and everything he said was the truth.he wasnt trying to make himself seem better than mark.
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