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[_lostinyouu_]

mark and i are going to see a movie tonight and i am excited because i love him and this our first date as a couple again =) boy do i love this boy.

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[pink_sugar13]

aww how cute
hehe
<3 ya
lisa

[anonymous]

i am not sure if you were in on the last message sent to my dad's email, because it was left anonymous (not that that surprised me) but i would be happy to take the pictures off of my journal, if i could. so go a head and just delete my whole journal. i dont use it anyways. and while your deleting, try adding something to your memory......class. have a nice day!

[livin4thenow]

oops. didnt mean to be a hipocrit there.... that was from kyle bowen.

[_lostinyouu_]

if you didnt notice it was signed WFK and im definitely not a part of WFK. though i laughed, i wasnt in on it. but thanks for considering me.

the wrong way

[livin4thenow]

heres the sweetest part.
i dont care anymore.
and its an unbelievable feeling.
i smile just thinking of it.
you probably wont believe me,
but i do hope your happy.
maybe youll figure out why i cant be near you anymore.
but you prolly dont care about that either.
and im not jaded by it.
not the jealous type.
you guys all hate me,... whatever ya know.
your not bringing me down
mark- all things aside, i hope you have learned to treat your girlfriend like shes the only thing in the world by now.
if not.
i feel really bad for lauryn.
if so.
i am sorry it took all this to make you realize it.
and if what i did...
"ruined the world" then wfk (dont know or care who that it is) needs to get out more.
though i laughed.
so go ahead and dwell on the past... and be pissed.
you have the right.
but i am happy and having the time of my life.
have a wonderful evening.

Re: the wrong way

[livin4thenow]

just because you may go over the top on being a boyfriend, which gets verrrrry annoying, does not mean mark doesnt think the world of me. we love eachother and we are having the times of our lives as well, together. i know i made the right decision, and you're right i dont care if we can't hang out anymore, because the way you bashed mark before and after we broke up, was insane and i cant believe i put up with it for that long. i also hope you're having a great life.

Re: the wrong way

[livin4thenow]

you obviously didnt pay much attention to mark or justin when you were friends with them because you would know who WFK is.

and tell lazaro we said hi, cause we miss him =)

seriously please.

-laur

[livin4thenow]

just being someone thats an outsider on this whole situation. just think about who did go over the top for you and treat you like you were the world.who wouldnt want that>

[anonymous]

if you can honestly tell yourself...and mark, that you werent in on "the bashing" which by the way was just me being honest, then you get a great big WOW!! you seem to be forgetting the fact that you did break up with him and dont say you werent happy for at least a little bit with me. mistake or not......... i didnt "steal you"
ill tell laz you said hi.
oh yeah........"welcome to the thunderdome bitch!"
heh
-kyle

[_lostinyouu_]

i was happy for a bit yes. but i was never comfortable with you, and i knew i never would be. then i started crying myself to sleep every night cause i missed mark. whenever i was around him, i was happiest. i dont forget the fact i broke up with him; i deal with that mistake every day. i apologize everyday, cry almost everyday just from thinking about it. if i could go back, i would do things completely different. all we needed was a break from eachother, but i was too blinded by you to see that. and by the time i got home, it was too late...i thought. but i know all of this rests on me. and thats why im making up for the time my first and only love and i have lost