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So, I'm single, and the only reason I'm posting this on livejournal is so I don't have a million people approaching me and asking me hows my boyfriend or what happened.
I'm not going to tell you what happend, but I will tell you that it was a beautiful relationship and a chapter of my life that I will never forget. That was a period of my life that I can look back on and say 'wow, that was amazing.' Going into the relationship with Lance, I never could have imagined what I was about to experience. I don't regret a thing, and I'm so glad I took that leap. I've learned so much, and I'll never been the same after this. He is truely an amazing guy, and any girl would be lucky to have had him in her life.
We left eachother on good terms, and I do want to be friends with him again eventually. Me and Ryan and Markis have all spoken and there is no bad blood between any of us. Thus far I am extremely happy about the way things have unwraveled. That said I'm having a much harder time dealing with this than anticipated, and I didn't expect this to be easy. I've never had to break up with someone I was in love with before.
Its only been 4 days, but so far its gotten a little bit easier every day. I know I'm going to need a lot of time. I try to keep myself busy with art and friends, which works quite well. If any of my friends could just give me a call from time to time to hang out or talk to me, I would appreciate it.
Thank you for teaching me what real love is. Thank you for everything.
I'm not going to tell you what happend, but I will tell you that it was a beautiful relationship and a chapter of my life that I will never forget. That was a period of my life that I can look back on and say 'wow, that was amazing.' Going into the relationship with Lance, I never could have imagined what I was about to experience. I don't regret a thing, and I'm so glad I took that leap. I've learned so much, and I'll never been the same after this. He is truely an amazing guy, and any girl would be lucky to have had him in her life.
We left eachother on good terms, and I do want to be friends with him again eventually. Me and Ryan and Markis have all spoken and there is no bad blood between any of us. Thus far I am extremely happy about the way things have unwraveled. That said I'm having a much harder time dealing with this than anticipated, and I didn't expect this to be easy. I've never had to break up with someone I was in love with before.
Its only been 4 days, but so far its gotten a little bit easier every day. I know I'm going to need a lot of time. I try to keep myself busy with art and friends, which works quite well. If any of my friends could just give me a call from time to time to hang out or talk to me, I would appreciate it.
Thank you for teaching me what real love is. Thank you for everything.