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Stand up straight,
They wont notice,
Dont fall apart now,
Chin up both eyes focused,
On your sacred vow,
Walk alone even at the worst.
Yeah i right poetry =P get over it. So far thats how i feel..... i dont feel acomplished, i doubt that im ever gonna have a gf sadly enough, cause i dont think anyone likes me, and if they do....why? and how do they hide it, or maybe im just that dumb >.< . Thanks Hilary for helping me lately =p i know that i might get annoying with my low selfasteem but sometimes i just need to talk to people about it, and after , normally im good.I think im gonna have a big ass black eye cause my dad hawked a lacrosse ball at me thinking id catch it when i was getting a drink ~.~ quuueeeerrrr. Amber im sorry i havnt called, my dads taken my phone since he quit his job and doesnt have one, quuueeeerrrr. I think im aunt offically hates me now... shes tried to have a girl and ended up with four boys, her newest is a flipn brat! T_T he hit me over the head with the oldest brothers skate board and i got pissed and chucked a pillow at him and he started bawling, my aunt came in and looking at me and said "hes just a baby" hes fucking 4 ~.~ i learned not to get hit when i was 2 cause i got hit back, but i guess thats why im differnet.
For ever who reads this please comment im feeling like a loner >.
They wont notice,
Dont fall apart now,
Chin up both eyes focused,
On your sacred vow,
Walk alone even at the worst.
Yeah i right poetry =P get over it. So far thats how i feel..... i dont feel acomplished, i doubt that im ever gonna have a gf sadly enough, cause i dont think anyone likes me, and if they do....why? and how do they hide it, or maybe im just that dumb >.< . Thanks Hilary for helping me lately =p i know that i might get annoying with my low selfasteem but sometimes i just need to talk to people about it, and after , normally im good.I think im gonna have a big ass black eye cause my dad hawked a lacrosse ball at me thinking id catch it when i was getting a drink ~.~ quuueeeerrrr. Amber im sorry i havnt called, my dads taken my phone since he quit his job and doesnt have one, quuueeeerrrr. I think im aunt offically hates me now... shes tried to have a girl and ended up with four boys, her newest is a flipn brat! T_T he hit me over the head with the oldest brothers skate board and i got pissed and chucked a pillow at him and he started bawling, my aunt came in and looking at me and said "hes just a baby" hes fucking 4 ~.~ i learned not to get hit when i was 2 cause i got hit back, but i guess thats why im differnet.
For ever who reads this please comment im feeling like a loner >.