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It is friday and im bored at hell -.- I just cleaned the WHOLE FUCKING HOUSE just so my dad would give me more money to get some nice clothes with but alls i get are socks so far ~.~ i hope i get more. So far lacrosse is getting weirder and weirder, kinzy left as being a manager which sucks and then hilary toke her spot, so its weird to see her out there every time, its not bad lol just different. Then yesterday fucking sucked, i broke my lacrosse stick so i had to use my back up ( which i hate oh so very much) and i only scored 4 goals this time while john cross checked me from behind so now i have a twisted ancle and knee. Yet through all that plummer ( lacorsse coach) still says im one of the best players on the team... so i guess thats an acomplishment for this being my first year. I think im supposed to be going to polar ice tonight but im not to sure if i should go ~.~ im kinda deppressed cause i always feel like i cant do things , my mom and other people say i have "abnormally low self asteem" dont really get waht she means but ok i just sit there and listen to make her happy. And if i go to polar im gonna want to beat the shit out of some guy that went out my with cousins ex, and my cuz forgave him but then sean ( the asshole) screwed with josh's ( my cuz) life even more, so there in this huge argument. Sean is going out with this girl BECASE she has big boobs and is a good kisser and his STILL hiting on lauren (josh's x)~.~ which is fucking with my plans, but w/e lauren doesnt like him so thats all good there =]. I figured out that i cant go long with out talking to amber haha because ill be going down my cell phone list and see her name and end up calling or shell call, its just odd but its nice to talk to one my closest freind. well talk to ya all lata, call me =D i like to talk >.< haha