Feb 15, 2008 14:18
Right now, the thought of driving one more day to Katipunan makes me want to puke.
Not that I don't want to go to school, its just that I don't want to drive anymore.
When I was in high school, I was so proud of being one of the first (at least I think so) to be able to drive and have a car. I'd volunteer to drive people everywhere, whether it was to bring my sister to the office, or even just to run errands for the house. It was like driving gave me a sense of independence, that I could go wherever I wanted, whenever.It was fun, super.
Now, after four years of driving to Katipunan from Paranaque and back, the thought of driving seriously makes me want to puke. Contrary to popular belief, it really is tiring. Stressful, even, especially when you go home late at night. (And no, going home early is not the answer. Going home at dinner time is probably even more stressful than going home at 12 midnight.) More than academics or whatever co-curricular thing I have, driving is seriously the main thing that exhausts me.
I can't really do anything about this anymore. After all, what can I do? Hello, I don't want to commute home. Kaya ayan, I'm just here, ranting.
Seriously. When I start working, I'm going to save up for a driver. Or at least, I'm going to start pressuring my dad to get us one again. I'M JUST SO FUCKING TIRED OF DRIVING EVERYDAY. It really makes me want to cry.