First and Last
I'm pulling my first (and hopefully the last) all nighter ever. I'm at Kari's house, with Vany and Patis, who are currently both asleep on the couch.
Yeah, I know I said I never want to have to feel this, and to feel the feeling I know I'm going to feel tomorrow morning, but somehow, college life just won't seem complete without even one of these. I just hope I get to sleep for even an hour or two in the next hours.
Anyway. The past few days were a rollercoaster ride. Emotionally, mainly. Hay. Is this what it feels to have everything be your last?
Plus, valentines is just around the corner and because I have learned to HOPE (to, in and in thee for us -- thanks to Marcel), I know it will be one lonely valentines. But then in all honesty, that's the least of my problems right now, like I don't care that it will be a single's awareness day once more. My attention is more on the fact that I am once more feeling, rather than just blocking these things away.
Oh, by the way. I just want to be emo again, not because I feel like it, but because I just want to. Gets? So, I'm super looking forward to the sabaw moments I'll be having this whole week. Yay!
Yeah, I know I said I never want to have to feel this, and to feel the feeling I know I'm going to feel tomorrow morning, but somehow, college life just won't seem complete without even one of these. I just hope I get to sleep for even an hour or two in the next hours.
Anyway. The past few days were a rollercoaster ride. Emotionally, mainly. Hay. Is this what it feels to have everything be your last?
Plus, valentines is just around the corner and because I have learned to HOPE (to, in and in thee for us -- thanks to Marcel), I know it will be one lonely valentines. But then in all honesty, that's the least of my problems right now, like I don't care that it will be a single's awareness day once more. My attention is more on the fact that I am once more feeling, rather than just blocking these things away.
Oh, by the way. I just want to be emo again, not because I feel like it, but because I just want to. Gets? So, I'm super looking forward to the sabaw moments I'll be having this whole week. Yay!