avenue q :)
Hahaha. Ang ganda ng Avenue Q, I swear. For some strange reason, feeling ko, sign sakin yung play (unless I'm just reading too much into things. Hahaha.) It answered A LOT of my questions recently.
What do you do with a B.A. in English,
What is my life going to be?
Four years of college and plenty of knowledge,
Have earned me this useless degree.
I can't pay the bills yet,
'Cause I have no skills yet,
The world is a big scary place.
But somehow I can't shake,
The feeling I might make,
A difference,
To the human race.
This is exactly what I've been feeling for the past few months. Takot ako, pero excited din because I'm finally going to be in the real world. And now, I feel like I won't be using anything that I've learned in college. I have this weird feeling na puro lakas lang ng loob yung kailangan kong gamitin once I step out. (And honestly, kulang ako sa lakas ng loob eh, so good luck sakin.)
I wish I could go back to college.
In college you know who you are.
You sit in the quad, and think, "Oh my God!
I am totally gonna go far!"
Technically, I'm not yet out of college, but I know I'll be missing it sooooo much. I'm afraid that suddenly, I'll realize that I'm not enough and I'll end up disappointing myself. College has a way of showing you everything that you CAN do, but I'm scared that when I graduate, I'll realize that I will not be able to do everything.
Kaya, ang resolution sa lahat ng yan ay...
PRINCETON:
Why does everything have to be so hard?
GARY COLEMAN:
Maybe you'll never find your purpose.
CHRISTMAS EVE:
Lots of people don't.
PRINCETON:
But then- I don't know why I'm even alive!
KATE MONSTER:
Well, who does, really?
Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied.
BRIAN:
Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside.
GARY COLEMAN:
Take a breath,
Look around,
BRIAN:
Swallow your pride,
KATE MONSTER:
FOr now...
BRIAN, KATE, GARY, CHRISTMAS EVE:
For now...
NICKY:
Nothing lasts,
ROD:
Life goes on,
NICKY:
Full of surprises.
ROD:
You'll be faced with problems of all shapes and sizes.
CHRISTMAS EVE:
You're going to have to make a few compromises...
For now...
TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...
ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!
Chill lang muna. Hahahaha. I better just live my life the way it is right now and stop worrying about what's going to happen two months from now. Wow. Ang dali sabihin ah. But I do hope it helps. Kasi lately, that's what I keep thinking of talaga eh.
And this one, I'm just posting because I found it sweet. Hahahaha.
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
Anywaaaaaayy. I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN!! Hahaha, who wants to go with meeeee? (libre!! hahaha)