love in percentages.
It's ironic how I used to hold back pieces of myself in relationships out of fear that I would be judged or that respect would be lost, and now when I finally feel comfortable to give all of myself to someone, I'm getting 95% from him. And it's not even like I can ask for more, because I feel like that's selfish. But at the same time I don't want to feel like he's holding back when I'm not. I trust him and love him and I know he's doing everything to make this relationship amazing. I hate that I'm even bitching when 99% of the time I couldn't ask for anything more. So how come that 1% is making such a huge difference? I shouldn't say huge.. significant difference. Yeah. It's making enough of an impact that it's inspiring me to write a livejournal entry about it.
This is so not discreet.
This is so not discreet.